#bashful flower

[kill-your-idols]

Have you considered burning down your tumblr for the insurance money?

i’m waiting til i have better coverage

[kill-your-idols]

ur funny sometimes

only sometimes? and here i was thinking i had a bright future as a comedienne. hopes dashed

[kill-your-idols]

hello, sweetpie. as you know christmas are coming. and i need a help from someone talented. c: i want to write a short poem for my crush. would you help me? also could i stay as anon? :c

That is so incredibly sweet. Your crush is a very lucky person. <3

I’ll be honest, it’s been a very long time since I wrote any “real” poetry and when I did I always used it as a way of writing without rules, constraints, or fear. I don’t know how much advice I would be able to give you other than telling you to just write. Think about how your crush makes you feel, things you love about them, how you would describe them, etc. then just write it. Try not to worry about writing a “perfect” poem. Perfection in any true art comes from the feelings and passion poured into the work, not an arbitrary set of rules and regulations.

I hope that helps at least a little bit. Feel free to message me again in any way you feel comfort with and I’ll do my utmost to help. <3

[kill-your-idols]

You should release your smut writings in audio form read by you.

you underestimate how much i stammer and giggle nervously when i read aloud. plus, doing something like that would require me to reread my own writing. and i’m not prepared to subject myself to that kind of torture. but i really appreciate the thought. <3

[kill-your-idols]

hi, I'm trying to make a mannequin of your head to practice kissing on. Can you please tell me the circumference of your head?

???????????????????????????

[kill-your-idols]

I follow you because even though you can be quiet, slightly isolated and self-deprecating, I still see someone who has a strong will. You will have days or maybe weeks of being in a dark rut, unable to see the positivity and it may be hard to get a single word out of word in these moments. But you still are the sweetest person and have a very talented imagination and set of writing skills. I appreciate the positives and negatives of who you are.

Please, excuse me while I lay here and try not to cry. 

This is one of the best responses to a follow meme I’ve ever received. I’ll be totally honest and say that sometimes I get pretty down about the fact that my inbox stays pretty quiet when I reblog these silly memes. Taking it to mean that most people could not care less about me, my blog, my writing, etc. (which is more than likely true). But I would not trade any quantity of fair-weather followers for the quality ones, like yourself. 

I spent so long trying to keep a huge part of who I am hidden on this infernal website, so afraid of scaring people off. And when I started truly being myself, people did unfollow. Mutuals who claimed to be my friends all but vanished, continuing to follow me but never again acknowledging my existence in any way. But by finally showing all facets of myself I learned who the quality people are. Real people with good and honest hearts. People like you, anon. 

So thank you for following me. Thank you for staying. And, most of all, thank you for being you. The world needs far more truly good people like yourself.

Why do you follow me?

[kill-your-idols]

Wish you all the best for your birthday! Here's to hope that you finally realize what a wonderful person you are! Lots of love! *throws confetti*

That’s very sweet. Thank you.

[kill-your-idols]

‽, ☼, ✓, ＃(the last one for your incredible, writing among other things!)

‽ - I’m too shy to talk to you

☼ - You make me smile

✓ - I like you

＃- I want to thank you

Put a Symbol in my ask