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[conflictedemily]

Entry 5

Okay so the past few weeks has been... Weird. Apparently I've been sick because I'm sex deprived. I didn't even fucking know that was a thing. Danny /loves/ this and honestly I'm fine with it. I've had like 3 fights with Danny over the past month so OFC nothing has been happening and I think it's stress and that fact that made me sick. I'm just sick of fighting with him so I am 100% committing to change. I'm going to try to stop being so jealous and stop being so irritable and just be happy that I married my soulmate. I think I can do it. In other news before I know what was wrong with me, Anna and I thought I was pregnant and I'm not gonna lie I freaked out. Danny and I never talked about another kid and before that we were talking about Fleur and how she was always nice to me and I never knew and I just felt horrible and I literally ran away from Anna into the woods and cried. I wasn't pregnant but I just freaked out. I should really talk to Danny about that but... Later. Anna had Daisy and that kid is so fucking cute. She's a little angel and she loves her parents so much. Anna is obsessed with her (who wouldn't be, the kid is adorable) and I love watching her take care of Daisy. She's a brilliant mum. Crystal and Farrah are pregnant and I'm so happy for them! They can't wait and I know they'll be great parents!! Taylor AND Sam showed up here and tbh I started shipping them since then. It took almost two weeks but he finally asked her out and I cannot be happy enough for them. Danny isn't too thrilled but... Oops? Kai and Sierra are growing up so fucking fast. Sierra is almost equally both Danny and I. She has her moments when I see Danny and then there's the moments where she's like me and hits her brother and yells and its... Challenging. But rewarding. Kai on the other hand is adorable and only loud when Sierra is. They both love Daisy though! The nightmares started coming back and they've been depressing me... The meds aren't really helping but Dannys helping to remind me everyday to take them. He's the perfect husband and I love him so much. That's it for now! See you soon!

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Entry

Honestly, I’ve just gotten lazy with this. It needs to stopppp.

Update on life: Well, Anna’s pregnant. I’m really happy for her and Bash. They both deserve to be happy. According to Bash, I’m now known to him as the “Baby Expert” because I’ve read so much material and I’m pretty prepared for these kids. I can’t wait for Kai and Sierra.

Love: Danny and I leave Paris tomorrow and I’m so sad. It’s gorgeous here and I will really miss it. He punched a guy in the face the other day, because the guy basically pinned me against the wall. How fun.

Family: Dad keeps trying to call me. I literally refuse to talk to him. Tay’s a good mum and Mum misses me. Maybe I’ll see her when we come back.

That’s all for today. It’s now 4 am and I’m awake. I didn’t wake Danny this time, thank god but, yeah. Okay! Night!

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03/17/2016

Happy St. Patrick's day! Today was just emotional. Not all of it sad, thank god but there were some sad moments. Anna and I had a deep heart to heart. We haven't done that in a loooooong time. God she's amazing. After that we decided to go to McDonald's to cheer ourselves up. Hey, pretty girls eat greasy food too, okay? Toby tried to convince me vampires are real again. I've just kinda been nodding along because he is my brother, so you gotta listen to them once or twice. Right? Away, we also took some dorky pictures. I love that kid! What a dork. Autumn and I talked again! Her and Everly need to just get together!! Ughhh smh. I never want to leave France! It's amazing!!! I'm so in love with everything here! But the fact that I'm here with Danny makes everything more perfect! But I know we have to leave sometime! Crys will be giving birth before you know it! Anywayyyy, that's all for today!! See you again tomorrowwww (unless I forget)

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03/13/2016

Boys are evil. And then sweet. And then dorky. And then evil again. Literally my day with Danny went like that. Ughhhh whyyyyy is he so cute and evil at the same time????? It's a constant struggle. But he's such a dork I cannot even. He was /full/ of compliments that he made me blush like an idiot which I didn't exactly appreciate but... Hey, it was sweet. He says that it's fate we met up again because we're soulmates. He also said that he didn't believe in soulmates until he met me again in that bar that night. He's.... Perfect. I'm so lucky. Also Bash was teasing Anna today and I /know/ she loved it. They're so fucking adorable! Sierra and Kai are kicking away! I'm so excited. So so so so excited. It's late! I gotta go to sleep!! (I blame Danny) Nightttttt

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03/12/2016

Hiiiiii Soooo, Tobia wedding was today! Lillia told Toby she was pregnant after the vows! I'm so happy for them! Toby and Lillia also tweeted some gifs about me being horny because Danny told Crystal that he woke up turned on every morning because he's just sleeping next to me. (Anna I swear to god if you tell him this next part..) Andd... I am. Oops? It's been a long time okay?!? Bash and Anna fought but they fixed it! I think it's great that they can always make up later. One reason why they're my OTP. Ahh! Kaiser and Sierra are kicking! Crys let me feel and oh my god it's like a miracle! A part of me still wishes I was doing it for us myself but.. I'm so glad to have a friend like Crys. I love her so much. Anyway... Lots of secrets in this one. Anna I swear to god...

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3/10/2016

Sooooo I fell asleep early last night sooo I forgot my entry. Oops. And I forgot everything I did yesterday sooooo, here's a mixture of today and yesterday's! Today Anna and I argued who was the real OTP. She said Demily, I said Bashna. Even though she won I disagree with her. Oops. Toby is rewriting his vows. Again! He's so adorable OMF. I don't even mind helping! Not in the slightest. Autumn and I are still hanging out! We've gotten pretty close over the last few days! She's so cute I s2g I cannot even. Everly is a lucky girl. I'm not feeling the healthiest so Danny and I stayed in and watched Harry Potter today and yesterday! I'm sooo in love with him! Putting up with my Harry Potter obsession. #keeper Andddd finallyyyy, I am obsessed with a new song. I cannot get it out of my head. Ahhhhhhhh I need help. Okay! I won't forget tomorrow's I swear!!