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i am at my FUCKING LIMIT
if i get one more radqueer or xenosatanist or whatever the fuck in my timeline im actually gonna fucking burn down tumblr
IM SO TIRED OF THESE PEOPLE AND JUST GHGJAAGYUGGGGGHHHHHHH GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE AND TAG YOUR POSTS SO IT ACTUALLY GETS FUCKING FILTERED OUT OF MY FEED YOU JACKASSES!!!!! GO FUCK YOURSELFFFFFF
I'm so lonely. And I'm so scared.
aaaaa i’m sorry for being kind of absent lately, trying to balance school with everything else has been way harder than i thought it would be @^@ hopefully i’ll have time tomorrow to answer the asks that have been slowly accumulating in my inbox bc i have the day off for most of my classes
Sometimes I wonder if Sunny still likes me...
I feel like everyone secretly hates me... even if they tell me they love me. I don't know...
dormancy as a concept is so fucking terrifying to me. so. so terrifying.
I dont ever want to go dormant ever. i want to forever exist until this body ceases to function. am i selfish for wanting that? almost certainly but. i dont care
i dont want to stop existing for a while or go into some fucking hibernation for a while. i want to keep living and keep existing. id rather my other headmates not be dormant either, though thats obviously up to them. - basil
you know what I realized? (and this could mean nothing, but) when I was a teen, I had stomach issues so bad that I would genuinely be bed-ridden and I would have to call off of work sometimes. if not that, i was probably in pain the majority of the day, and going to the restroom, even if just to rest from working while in pain, a LOT. I would say this period lasted probably from 16 to 18 or 19 l, and got a lot better since.
This is relevant, because 4 years later.... I'm finding im having tummy troubles a lot again. For 4 years, I marveled at how little in comparison I was in pain, how little in comparison I feared types of food, how "all of a sudden" I was doing better. and now, 4 YEARS LATER, it's suddenly very bad again.
Did you guess the point of the post yet?
When I was 15, Trump took office. I endured terrible reactions to foods all of the time. I "all of a sudden" didnt have terrible reactions to food. He was not in office. This year, hardly an 8th through his second term, where there are weekly headlines of food recalls due to policies he made to save some billionares some small percentage of money at the expense of millions of citizen's health, I am all of a sudden experiencing that daily pain and subconscious food aversion all over again.
Food safety laws were there for a fucking reason.
ugh
