#basiliskk

[basiliskk]

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Sometimes I think that I'm in fast forward and everyone else is at normal speed. So when I look back on things I realise how fucking manic I look. I'm either completely flat or off the scale hyper, there's no in-between. I'm sorry for that.

[basiliskk]

I'm going on a date tomorrow. With someone very, VERY special. This person is amazing. Strong, kind, passionate, loving and is just all round great. We're going to go to Tigers Jaw, and maybe get dinner before I start work. This one is special. This one could be THE one. Ps. It's me. I'm my own number one and I am all of these and I appreciate myself. I will love myself and treat myself like the cool girl I am.

[basiliskk]

I can never decide who I want to cosplay as, but all the costumes end up being latex suits. Catwoman Harley Quinn Lady Deadpool Shiro

I need more conventions in winter so that these auits would be practical. It’s just not doable in Summer :(

[basiliskk]

Add me on Snapchat. I’m cute and funny and will send you lots of animals videos.

Kirstypanda. Holla at ya girl.

[basiliskk]

My dreams are so vivid and realistic that I have no concept of reality vs fantasy anymore. I don't know what really happened or what didn't.

[basiliskk]

Tomorrow is going to be hella awkward and I’m anxiety about it already and I probably won’t sleep. But I’m going to dress to kill. I’m going to do my makeup on point and listen to music that makes me feel bad ass. I’m going to get myself into a good mood so I can handle tomorrow with ease. And even if I struggle, I’ll know I’ll look great.

[basiliskk]

I’m a really good person. I’m nice, caring, I go out of my for people, I’m friendly, easy to get along with, I keep secrets and I just want people to be happy. I deserve good things. I deserve a job. I deserve security. I deserve to be loved beyond any doubt. And I deserve to be happy

[basiliskk]

I think reality is starting to sink. I’m not as okay as I thought or as I pretend to be. This kills me.