#bastilramble

[bastilmaliouise]

Time to prepare for the god knows how many pings I finna get tomarrow

[bastilmaliouise]

Birthday is tomarrow gang!

[bastilmaliouise]

Hiiiii... I may be a day late but happy B-day!! Wishing you an even better life! (With all (platonic) love, Rose!!) ((And I also think that you are a cool creator!!!))

Oh! Uh thank you so much! I wasnt really expecting anything positive and sorry about the drama posts lately, I'm trying to focus on my AUs better!

[bastilmaliouise]

Now because I'm turn 20 it's a complete new slate. I don't MIND if Minors interact if they are interested in making ocs for dinoverse, or have fanart of bastil but I prefer if your 16+

I don't want any talk twords my past I know the truth of it and it is what it is. If you are a minor pretending to be an adult or 16+ I will screenshot the proof and report your account. Lieing about your age is actually illigal to do, especially if your trying to lure an adult. But that's in the US I am not sure about other countries,

I do not have any sort of ill intent twords peaple I am NOT DANGEROUS like peaple say, I'm genuinely a nice kindhearted person and trying to learn how to talk to people properly, please give me some grace. Thank you

[bastilmaliouise]

This is just wrong...I didn't even fucking do anything if theres "alligations" WHY NOT ASK ME ABOUT THEM instead of banning me from the place I actually got support

Like I have quite a bit of fucking proof that I have been manipulated. QUITE A BIT. and that's not even all of it because TikTok deletes the messages after deleting the chat and the mf involved would threaten to fucking KILL THEMSELVES if I don't be with them. THATS GROOMING. That's MANIPULATION. I may be an adult but I am also DISABLED with hella fucking PTSD not only because of when I was a child BUT WHEN I TURNED 18 ASWELL. YOU CANNOT GROOM A DISABLED ADULT AND EXPECT THEM TO FUNCTION LIKE A NORMAL ONE. would you groom a adult with fucking down syndrome to date a minor? No? Then why the fuck encorage SEXUAL HARASSMENT twords an adult who's been groomed as Fucking child and still recovering from being groomed as an adult aswell. 90% of people I meet end up being the most DISCUSTING. and MANIPULATIVE PEAPLE. I fucking wish Tumblr didn't have a image limit otherwise I'd show EVERYTHING thoes 2 did to me. It's the only fucking proof I have of being fucking groomed because the shit when I was 18 and kitoto? Yeah news fucking flash I was lied to then. And then that first doc caused SO MUCH FUCKING MANIPULATION FROM OTHERS WHEN I TURNED 19. I am fucking TERRAFIED that this grooming and manipulation will happen so fucking much I forget what proper morals are and become my groomer when I was a child.

[bastilmaliouise]

Hi me again. Thanks for the clearing up. I kinda figured they were just lying about you. Even in that dumb document, half of their proof is either cropped or literally shows them lying or manipulating. Hell, one of them even ADMITTED they released the document with falsified evidence saying "the stuff before doesn't count bc I lied about my age." or "i tried to set him up with a fake account, but he blocked me when he got uncomfortable."

Like really? Man there was one case where kids did shit like this to a popular person and it drove him to s_word bc he couldn't take the hate anymore after being set up. This is honestly why I NEVER trust kids. They can be just as manipulative and just as predatory as adults but they always get away with it bc "they arent 18 and therefore, they arent mentally developed enough" yet funny enough people seem to be silent when the kids are clearly developed enough to try to set adults up.

OH MY GOD FINALLY SOMEONE LISTENING TO MY STORY?! IMMA FUCKING SOB I use to go by kitoto too and all the shit that happened then was manipulateion too, I had JUST recently turned 18 too if the fucking proof was readable (I heard the SS where very low quality) they weponizied EVERYTHING. Me asking questions, me fawning because I was STILL FUCKING RECOVERING FROM BEING GROOMED BY MY STEP FATHER! Not only that when I was a minor, minors where HELLA sexual twords me so I lacked the ability to say no, I also have develemental delays and austism, I know it sounds like I'm making excuses but it's the truth, apperently I guess when you turn 18 your magically supposed to know how not to seem predatory and what are the proper boundaries with minors,

For anyone reading this as someone who is also an adult with disorders, TRY TO SAY NO. there are hella adultphillic minors out there or just manipulation minors in general, and unfortunately the law DOSE NOT PROTECT ADULTS WITH DISABILITIES AND TRUAMA

Unless the minor lies to you about there age, or publicize nsfw pictures, (like let's say they force you to send that kind of thing or manipulate saying it's ok cuz they were AOC, EVEN IF THERE AGE OF CONCENT DO NOT TRUST IT!!! Even the remeo and Juliet law has its limits.)

But yah your free to add me anon if you want to, or dm me and I cam add you on discord and send you all the proof I still have witch arnt cropped except me telling them no because I was infact showing someone and they told me they where proud,

I will let you know seid minor has documents on them aswell not sure if there still up and about but there old name is ROTTNMAWZ, and spotlight frequency,

No one harass them even if they are manipulateing they are 16 turning 17, that's still a minor, if your a minor yourself idc what you do just don't tell em to kys or some dark shit, I don't wanna get blammed for that

[bastilmaliouise]

Hey dude, are you still doing PM with minors? Are you still dating them? Or even ERPing with them?

People are claiming you still are.

No I am not, I did have a grooming situation the past couple of months and have proof of them manipulateing me for me to stay with them, it was really bad and if your gonna ask why "just block them" they always made alts and will beg for me back even threatening suicide if I don't add them back, I'm finally out of that situation now, I felt peer pressured into dateing them as when I seid no they kept saying things like "my parents concent!" "It's legal!" Things like that, they also wanted intamacy with me and threatened to leave me if I didn't (I have struggles when someone leaves me due to BPD even if there toxic I can become very self destructive and yes it's diagnosed and it's a severe level) as far as the past and what you heard it's true in a sence, but not in the way you think; you see I have this amazing thing called PTSD and I was groomed when I was 15, and sexualized by peaple online from 15 to 17, I barely had time to heal before I turned 18, different "freinds" kept asking me to date them or erp with them and I would say ok because of fawning, now that isn't an excuse and I take accountability but I will not however call myself a predator or pedophile because that's not what I am, and I didn't "target" teens either it's quite the opposite really most minors that have interacted with me innopropiately lie there age to me (mainly the begining of when I turned 19)

I'm turning 20 soon and I want that to be a new slate, so I am trying my hardest to have safe interactions with minors now I will be switching to 16+ on Tumblr and TikTok because of following artists n shit but my Twitter and bluesky will still be MDNI, since I will be posting stuff that could enter suggestive territory, discord idm if minors interact in servers but if it's a dm or freind req I prefer 16+ aswell, and If your gonna ask why 16+ A. I really want more freinds and support, B. It's really hard to be freinds with adults when you have develemental delays and C. Literally people have lied there age to me just to be with me so I have given up on that, 20 to me is a Big age and I'm not a teenager anymore and nearing full adult (21? Or 25? I don't remember), I really don't want to turn 20 because I'm worried some people can just say they are a victim without any proof and peaple Will believe it, and because of how childish I am and peaple can and will weponize that, I understand I have a rough past and reputation but I am changing for the better, I'll give anyone that's hurt me chances, because that's how I am as a person but if they have I'll intentions and want to date me or erp or anything innopropiate I will say No, if they can't accept that I'll screenshot for proof and block them, in a way the recent situation has helped me gotten stronger and more blunt on my Nos, I'd be happy to have some freinds and support, I do apologize for thoes that I have hurt in the past, it wasn't my intention, I don't ever mean to seem pdfillic or predatory, and never did, I can see how me fawning can seem that way but I promise you Im not like that, hell I fucking hate the community I am in half the time (Babyfur) because everyone makes there ocs actual kids 😭🙏 like it's not that hard to have a childish oc that's an adult bruh *points at bastil*

Anyways sorry for the long read anon, I know this is bit of a risky post cuz people my not like the answer, but I am promise as of today I'll be a safe person to be around, I am determined to be the person before the drama, lol I miss all the fanart I got n such and I miss all the freinds I have, but anyway yeah that's all I really got to say really,

[bastilmaliouise]

5 days till birthday *slides ref sheet* Ping me if fanart made! Im turning the big 20 yrs old! My birthday is on the 15 if you wanna send it on my birthday