Nov 28, 2021
I want to be held. It hasn't even been 24 hours and I'm caving from the inside out but can never show it. I have to front, sound composed, be okay.
I can't sleep alone. Sleeping while fronting though is, painful now. Again. I'm distressed. I think it's starting to actually hit me. I'm not sure, it's difficult to tell. I want to go to sleep, I want to be held. I absolutely hate feeling like this. I don't know what to do with myself other than push it down again.