Boy Blues
So guys, I don't really know what's going on in my love life right now.
I don't have much experience with guys.
But there are at least two I am really excited about right now.
One of them is...let's call him Baul. (Because I love coming up with crappy nicknames for guys.)
I have history with Baul. He moved away a few years ago to be with his family. I haven't talked to him at all in that time, but he was at church yesterday, and he gave me a huge hug, and I said "IT'S SO GOOD TO SEE YOOOOUUUU!!!" And then I got his email after service before I left, and he'll be expecting an email from me soon, but I have no idea what to say. He was only here for the weekend. :/
The other guy is...let's call him Gack.
Gack is the leader of my friend's church, which is kind of geared toward college and high school aged peeps. I'm friends with Gack on Facebook, but I don't really see him outside of that church setting. I really like him, and it seems like he likes me, too. Although, I'm not really sure about why that is. He knows I get depressed at times. Maybe it's because I was honest about that? I really don't know.
I have a lot of history with Baul, but Gack is actually on my side of the country, haha.