BIGBANG Reactions to You Being Jealous
You stared at the front of the magazine. You didn’t want to believe it. You couldn’t. You never believed in the stories the media had conjured up knowing that most of the stories were baseless and mostly fabricated to draw in readers. Even now, it wasn’t the headline that had caught your eye, but the picture of the girl holding your boyfriend’s arm as if she was his girlfriend, not you.
It hurt. It hurt like a bitch. They both seemed to be perfectly content walking together, him not even seemingly concerned with the way she was possessively holding his arm. You knew that the tabloids liked to take things out of proportion but you couldn’t deny the sting you felt when you realized they had photographic evidence of the two of them together. You drew your attention towards the headline, “BIGBANG’s Taeyang Caught Cheating?!?”, and, in a smaller font, “(see more photos inside)”.
Desperately, you flipped through the pages of the magazine to locate the page number that was listed on the front.
It was right there. There was no denying the fact that it was your boyfriend in all the pictures. You tore your eyes off the magazine, unable to look any longer. Why did you even look in the first place? You had already seen the cover and knew that more photos would only hurt you more. Were you hoping that it would say “April Fools! Just a prank lol” even though it was in the middle of fall with April months away?
You put down the magazine. You knew that you shouldn’t trust the tabloids but you couldn’t help the jealousy pulsing through your veins every time you imagined Hyorin clinging onto your boyfriend. Chances were that the pictures were completely harmless and meant nothing but that didn’t stop you from envisioning Youngbae enjoying all the time he spent with her, and not you.
Why am I being so irrational? Youngbae’s a great boyfriend. He’d never do something like that… right?
It wasn’t until later that night that Youngbae finally texted you.
Hey babe. Sorry I couldn’t talk a lot today, I got hung up at the studio.
You couldn’t help but wonder if he used being at the studio as a coverup for hanging out with her. Not trusting yourself to respond without sounding snide, you chose to pretend you were asleep and ignored his message, eventually actually falling asleep.
Hyorin leaned onto your boyfriend as they walked together down the street. Youngbae didn’t even bat an eyelash at the mention of your name.
“She’s not even pretty. You deserve someone a lot prettier than her, Youngbae,” Hyorin said as she flirtatiously glanced up at him.
“I think you’re pretty, Hyorin.”
You felt a pang in your chest but you couldn’t look away from the scene unfolding before you. They were both making their way towards you, but they were so enraptured by the other that they hadn’t noticed you yet.
As they got closer, Youngbae smiled fondly at Hyorin, completely oblivious to your presence as they walked hand-in-hand past you. He leaned down and pecked her on the cheek.
Just as they had passed you, Hyorin looked over her shoulder and gave you a smile that you could only compare to that of a snake that had captured its prey. You continued to watch as Youngbae looked at her with a gaze full of affection, not tearing his eyes off of the snake for a second.
You couldn’t remember the dream you had when you woke up, but it left you feeling like crap afterwards. You heard your phone go off but you weren’t in any mood to answer so allowed it to ring until the person calling hung up. You flipped yourself so you were laying on your back, staring up at the ceiling. Finally deciding to check who had been calling, you rolled over to pick up your phone, only to see Youngbae’s name flash across the screen along with three texts.
Good morning, beautiful! I hope you have an amazing day :*
Hey, are you busy today? There’s a new restaurant that opened up and I have connections to get us in :P
Uhm babe? Are you still sleeping?
Reading his texts, your mind instantly recollected what you had seen in the magazine yesterday. You knew it was illogical, but that didn’t stop you from quickly typing a quip back at Youngbae.
Jeez, maybe you should ask your new girlfriend? It seemed like you liked hanging out with her more than me anyway.
You put your phone on silent. Aggravated after having just woken up, you let out a sound of annoyance before throwing your phone back in your bed and getting yourself settled in for a night in with yourself.
You had been in the middle of the second season of Friends when a knock sounded on your door. “God, whoever that is better have a good reason as to why they’re interrupting Russ and Ross having a conversation,” you mumbled as you went to open the door. Swinging open the door, you found yourself face-to-face with a slightly disheveled Youngbae.
“Y/N, why haven’t you been picking up your phone?”
“Well hello to you too,” you muttered, annoyed at having been interrupted by Youngbae.
“No, Y/N, seriously. I’ve been trying to call you all day. Where’s your phone?”
You glanced around before remembering where you had left it. Trudging your way to your bedroom, you snatched it off your covers before making your way back to where your boyfriend was still standing awkwardly at the door.
“Right here. Is that all? Will you leave me alone now?”
You saw hurt flash in Youngbae’s eyes before quickly being replaced by something that seemed slightly frantic.
“Y/N, can I come in? I feel like we need to talk.”
“No, there isn’t. You found yourself a new girl. You don’t want me anymore so I’ll just see myself out of your life,” you said as you made a move to close the door.
Acting quickly, Youngbae pushed back open the door and took a step inside. “Y/N, don’t be stupid. You-”
“Oh, so now I’m stupid, huh?” You felt your eyes brimming with tears of frustration but you continued on. “You’re right, Youngbae, I was stupid. I was stupid to put my complete and utter faith in you. I was stupid to trust you. I was stupid to believe you loved me. I was stupid to think I was the only one in your life. And, most of all, I was stupid to love you.” A tear escaped you but you made no move to wipe it off your face. A traitor, just like the person in front of me.
There was no denying the pain on Youngbae’s face. Despite everything, you couldn’t bear to see that look on his face. You turned away, angrily swiping at your face to rid of the tears that continued to betray you.
“I think it would be the best for the both of us if you would just leave.”
There was a pause before you heard the door click softly shut. You collapsed to the ground, fully succumbing to the sobs that wracked your entire body. Within moments you felt a pair of strong arms wrap around you from behind.
“Y/N… please stop crying… just let me explain, please…” he choked out in a whisper in your ear. Not trusting yourself to respond and tiring of the games he was playing with you, you quietened your sobs and waited for him to continue. He pried himself off of you once he noticed you were waiting for him to begin.
“Y/N, I swear she’s nothing to me. I had been out at the mall and I went to go grab lunch when I bumped into her. I had only greeted her since this was the first time I had met her when she invited me to go grab something to eat. I wasn’t going to be rude and turn her down so I agreed. Those damn paparazzi probably took pictures when she was leading me to the cafe she wanted to go eat at. I swear, if you don’t believe me I can track down her number and you can call her. Please Y/N, please trust me that I’m telling you the truth.”
You still hadn’t turned around to face him, taking a minute to let his words sink in.
Sniffling, you asked “Wait, y-you don’t even h-have her number?”
“What? Of course not! I barely know her.”
You giggled a little. How had you come to be so jealous of someone who didn’t even have his number? Slowly, you rose from the floor and turned to face him. His eyes were searching your face for a confirmation that you believed his side of the story. That you believed in him.
You took a few steps towards him before throwing your arms around his shoulders.
“I was so stupid. Why would I trust tabloids over my own boyfriend?” you mumbled into his chest. “Do you think you could forgive me for being so irrational?”
“Babe, for you, anything.”
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