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I was walking through La Lucia Mall earlier and when i turned a corner trying to move out this lady's way i saw a girl with dark hair and a blonde fringe. I thought it was Erin. I was going to say hi to her and then she glanced at me for a second and that was when i realized it wasn't her. Obviously it wasn't her. I don't know what made me think that. 

She was walking in the opposite direction and when i glanced back, she turn around to look at me again. Fuck, that feeling was immense. 

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Use some earphones. 

Play this Song. 

Am i the only one that gets shivers in the first couple of seconds?

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I was just talking to a couple of my old friends. Most of which have left South Africa, that means that most of my closest and real friends have left. All that's left is my best bro's but they aren't really the active type that would want to come with me to anywhere. Especially rage. 

Promised a couple mates that i would celebrate with them. Will try make plans for this week then, but i'm not sure how my mom would feel about it. I have to look after everything here. I can't leave mom alone at home. I will just have to see. 

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26 November 2012 - Monday

So today was basically the day all South African Matric students have been waiting for. The day most of us finish our Final Exams :) 

I am quite skeptical about my english writing. I actually never ever prepare anything for it but to be quite frank, tumblr has actually helped my english a lot somehow. Just by reading what others have posted has really exposed myself to all sorts of writings i guess. So that's just a little sunny side of it. 

I couldn't believe the excitement once we finished. The second our invigilator said "Times up" Everyone just instantly glanced around the hall with grins. Oh ya, Rage is here. 

The minute i switch my phone on. Every single person changed their status to something about rage. Rage rage rage, over-rated event but definitely exciting.

Reality aside, mom has to go back to Taiwan for an emergency so she i had to push my drivers exam forward and then i will have to look after the shop. Quite lame considering that i am supposed to be on vacation and i had all my plans set. But obviously, family comes first. 3 Years in Crawford is really really expensive and i guess i will just have to do this to repay my parents. That's alright. I will make up all the fun when i am in Cape Town. Durban isn't really the playground for me anyways. Everyone is too familiar.

I was supposed to drop by Gateway for the celebration but i needed to pick my mom up from work. All this driving around is really taking up time. I think my sister is really stubborn to leave me with all these responsibilities  She knows that i am finished. Why can't she take over for a bit and let me enjoy myself? But you know, still 18. Early stages of life, it's all an experience. And this is mine. 

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25 November 2012 - Sunday

Sundays - my sister would usually go work and help my mom at the shop. She hasn't been home for a month now. I actually really miss her, i wonder if she knows? I can't believe she just left our family just like that. My brother also left a month ago. This house feels empty. 

I could of just stayed at home and studied for my exam but i just went to help my mom at work. I knew she couldn't handle it by herself. Even if she could, i don't want her to be tired. I made mom breakfast this morning. Been a really long time since i have done that. 

It was really busy today. The real good thing about helping my mom at work is that i know that she will be safe. I know that i can look after the shop. It's a freaking supermarket, it's not something that is easy to manage and handle. 

We then went to the police station afterwards to check up on our case. Nothing happened yet. Not surprised. 

When i went home, mom skyped her family back home. Now i know the full story. Grandma fell down the stairs and broke her legs. She's in her fucking 90's. I am just happy that she is getting better. Mom was really upset. My mom told my brother to let my grandma stay at our place in Taiwan but my brother said no because he needs to work etc etc. Mom just went to her room crying because she thought my brother would understand. It's my mom's mother for fuck sakes. To be honest, regardless of what i needed to do. I would of let my grandma stay with me, no matter what. Make her life end positively at least?

A Dull Sunday. 

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I just met an Japanese couple that had American accents. OMG, her accent was the cutest shit ever! I'm marrying a girl with an American accent :D Thank you.

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One Chance?

As stupid this sounds... hear me through?

Let's say there is this one guy, and this one girl. I truly believe that there is actually only 1 chance between each other. If they jump ahead and do end up together in a relationship, that chance is used up and they will have to make the most of that relationship. Once that ends, the trust that was built between each other would of eventually broken down. 

The reason why i say this? I have seen so many cute, perfect young couples and they have been together for such a long time. But then all of a sudden, they somehow find something that just ruins everything - everything breaks down. Do you think they will still get back together? Maybe. But I think they won't be as in love with each other as they were the very first time. 

That's just what i think. So as far as i see it, i'm actually quite happy i still have my one chance with her.