she felt so alone, so h u r t by the people she loved the most. planning a little family get together for her mum, dad, and siblings was something she took pride in. especially after zahra helped her with decorations in preparation for the party later on in the month. they had all agreed to fly in for this and now last minute she got a phone call in the early, early morn from zak saying everyone decided it’d be best to stay in ENGLAND for the holidays. he didn’t even tell her why, just that it was a mutual decision among everyone. not even zahra could console her about this. saraya made her way promptly to her bedroom, the door slamming behind her before she plopped on the bed with a heavy sob.
fingers gently tapped at the screen of her phone while she attempted to contact the o n l y person who would be able to even begin comforting her—–jimmy. he was her rock anymore, especially since they’d slept together after a show and she realized that he’d always felt something for her. jimmy even told her he should have tattooed it on her forehead because it was so obvious, but she was completely OBLIVIOUS to it. now though, he was the only one she could talk to.
‘ my own fuckin’ family bailed on me, ’ she managed to peep out through sobs and fast breaths. ‘ i ‘ad this elaborate christmas party planned out, i spent the last month gettin’ things ready, and then zak calls me an’ says they all m u t u a l l y decided t’ stay in england. i’ve never felt so...abandoned. i’m sorry if i woke y’ up but i needed t’ ‘ear your voice. ’
❪ ♡ ❫ — @bcwdown // continued + ♡ !!
