ride or die!
a sub!heeseung drabble
summary - your bf has never done anything, ever. that all changes when his sweet tooth ends up making feel he has to ride or die.
content - inexperienced bf!heeseung x soft!dom reader, first time (solo), accidental aphrodisiac .. jake is at the scene of the crime yet again, sex pollen? masturbation, pillow humping, begging, he finds out he’s a sub with a mama kink, heeseung is LOUDD, suggested hyperspermia
wc - idk but its like a 3 min read maybe
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inexperienced bf! heeseung who believe it or not, has never masturbated before. he thought he would by the time puberty came around or at the very least after, considering it carried a high expectation, but he never felt the need to. he would hear his friends talk about it and experienced that same shocked expression time and time again whenever he’d share his truth.
inexperienced bf!heeseung who assumed he was just a late, late bloomer. as a teen, he thought that something was “wrong” with him for not sharing the same interests and habits as his peers. though with age, he grew to accept that it’ll happen when it happens.
inexperienced bf!heeseung who finally got his first hard on while he gave you his first kiss. the blush on his face was evident and if that somehow didn’t give it away, him rushing to pull his hoodie over his pants while stuttering definitely did. when you noticed, you had only smiled and coo’d at him which only made his situation worse. still, he didn’t act on it.
inexperienced bf!heeseung who is more than ready to have sex with you. despite everything, he knows that it’s you he wants to give himself to. he wants nothing more than sharing such an intimate and passionate experience with you and you alone. he knows that you’ve had sex before, so he feels a bit self conscious about his lack of experience, worrying that he won’t be able to make you feel what you deserve. you comfort him any time that he needs, tenderly expressing that none of that matters to you and it will be perfect regardless because it will be with him.
inexperienced bf!heeseung who has a bit of a sweet tooth. he finds himself in the kitchen searching for something that will satisfy him and his craving. he opens the pantry to search when something in particular catches his eye .. jake’s chocolate stash. it reads ‘do not eat!!’ and heeseung let’s out of huff mixed in with a light chuckle at what he thought was just theatrics. jake is out for the night, off doing something that he can’t be bothered to remember right now. still, he looks around before opening the bag.
inexperienced bf!heeseung who thinks to himself that he won’t notice if two are missing before unwrapping the candies.
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desperate bf!heeseung who is now panting heavily in his room as he frantically takes his clothes off. everything is hot, too hot. his skin is damp with sweat as heat fills his body like a wildfire, but nothing compares to what he feels beneath himself. he drops to the bed before he can properly take off his boxers, whatever’s happening to him clearly clouding his mind. he knows what he needs right now and there’s absolutely no denying it.
desperate bf!heeseung who pulls his boxers down so fast that his dick springs against his abdomen. he let’s out a sharp cry from contact, covering his mouth with wide eyes. he’s never felt anything like that before and sure as hell never made a sound like that either. he wants to hesitate, to rethink what he’s about to do, but he just can’t.
desperate bf! heeseung who, without skipping another beat, spits into his palm and strokes himself. the moan he lets out is erotic as he arches his back off of the bed, chasing the foreign pleasure circling around his length. he watches himself briefly before shutting his eyes, catching how red and aroused he really is.
desperate bf!heeseung who somehow manages to clear his mind enough to find you in his thoughts, imagining his hand being yours or your mouth instead. he can barely recognize himself as whimpers and broken whines spill out of him.
depersate bf!heeseung who lets out a strings a pathetic ‘fucks’ and ‘pleases’ as he brings his hand to rub his tip, covered in salivia and more precum than he ever thought he’d produce. his eyebrows knit tightly together as his blush deepens.
desperate bf!heeseung who moves before he can even register what he’s doing. it’s like his body had a mind of it own only set on chasing its high, chasing you. he grabs the pillow behind him to place it between his legs, positioning himself to straddle down against it. he didn’t learn this anywhere, hell, he hasn’t even watched porn. but none of that matters right now .. especially not when
desperate bf!heeseung let’s out a high scream once he starts rocking his hips. he can only imagine how he looks right now, how you would see him from your perspective. “oh fuck!” he moans out, getting impossibly louder with each thrust. he hears your soft voice in his head, cooing at him so sweetly like you always do. ‘i know, baby. but you look so pretty for me,’ he humps even faster now with whines slipping out of his mouth positioned in a perfect ‘o’. “mmph! t-thank you,” he hears himself.
desperate bf!heeseung who feels something unfamiliar building inside him, but it feels so, so good. he feels his muscles burn slightly, but it feels like he’d rather die than stop chasing whatever this is. sweat drips from his hair as whines and whines and whines. when the feeling buds even closer is when he’s sure the neighbors can hear him, but he can’t find any will to care. ‘c’mon, baby’ he hears you again. ‘you gonna cum for me?’.
desperate bf!heeseung who finally realizes what this feeling is a bit too late. “oh fuck, fuck,” he cuts himself off with another moan. and another. and another. all building in volume and intensity. “oh my god. i’m- hah i’m cumming,” another moan. “oh fuck, mama please!”
the noise that follows is the loudest yet. his hips still as ropes of cum shoot out of him. he has never felt bliss like this in entire life and it feels never ending. its too much, too good, and he can’t decide if he wants it to stop. he’s cumming so much that the pillow is soaked through and shaking with the bucks of his hips as a result of overstimulation. when its finally over, his chest rises deeply as he struggles to catch his breath. he does, eventually. he opens his hazy eyes to look at the scene that just unfolded under him.
“what .. just happened,”
oh
virgin bf!heeseung who remembered the damn chocolates.
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a/n - this hate that i made you love me heeseung edit by lhrtjake on tiktok inspired me to make this .. got so hard it broke me out of writer’s block
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