i act too weird and people won’t love me if i change so what do i do

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i act too weird and people won’t love me if i change so what do i do
”What are those marks on your arms’” STOP STOP STOP IM ALREADY WANTING TO RELAPSE WHY WOULD YOU ASK AND WHY WOULD I TELL YOU THS TRUTH
IM GOING TO RIP MY SKIN OFF DONT TELL ME TO SHUT THE FUCK UP I HOPE YOU DIE I HOPE YOU ROT I HATE YOU YOU ABUSIVE PIECE OF SHIT YOU DONT DESERVE ME AND I DIDNT DESERVE TO PUT UP WITH YOU YOU MAKE ME AFRAID TO EAT AND ASHAMED OF MY BODY AND YOU WILL FEEL THE WEIGHT OF YOUR SINS ON YOUR BACK I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE AHSHGUSGSHSHSNKWOANSKMSN
Ok hi im sorry for ignoring everyone else I've been having mental health crisis (still am) and couldn't really bear to be around anyone other than boyf atmmmm 😓😓😓 very bad relapse and more shit so basically I justtttt. Need time right now! I'll respond to asks and messages and stuff tomorrow I just feel drained and shitty
bean 2026 downfall pipeline is happening already, now I just have to make a memecoin rugpull scam and have a video with "the bean drama is the WILDEST yet" as the thumbnail released on youtube
it's been two months NO BRO NO I DONT WANT TO RELAPSE AUGSHSO CHOKES MYSELF ITS LITERALLY RIGHT NEXT TO ME :((((((( FUCK
Relapse or starve 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔💭💭💭💭💭 hmmmmmmmmm which!!!! Hrmmm 🥺🥺💭💭💭💭💭💭💭
I can't sleep but I know nobody wants to talk to me right now because I'm being annoying so I am just going to listen to my record player