150924 BEAST SG FANMEETING
오늘 비스트를 봤어요 with bulletproof-beast 님 <3 WARNING: I didn’t edit anything from my personal blog post so it’s actually quite incoherent... I’m sorry ㅠㅠ
I don't know what to say... It was really really surreal?? they were performing live. In front of me....
So I was late meeting Stella at Dhoby and we met around 2.30 although I said 1.30... I was choosing what shirt to wear):
And then after that we had saizeriya before heading to suntec, around 4? There were already people there and within 5 minutes we bought a 'We <3 요섭' slogan and a seobbie fan for 10 dollars... then after that we bought a YeY- yoseob shirt for 32 dollars (it was fanmade) but it's really pretty I like it! slightly tight fitting though /; I already got the largest size... we almost couldn't get it though, cos it was technically illegal and the person came to ask them to keep the luggage /: also, there was a lot of seobbie left/: which is quite, saddening.
then after that we went to queue for the merch... while queueing we took turns changing into it! it was nice but yeah abit tight and hugs my flesh at the wrong places /:
then we got to the merch and OH MY GOD THE SHIRT IS SO PRETTY SO WE GOT IT at 35 wtf
i spent 77 dollars on merch today
and then, we went to sit at a corner. the shirt came with a photocard!!! I got dongwoon but lucky lala got seob!!! (congrats okay that's really lucky!!!)
Went to change into the official shirt cos it was free sized and bigger... fml need to lose weight i swear
so then people were actually walking around asking if anyone wanted to trade cards...I was just sitting there and letting fate decide for me... which I eventually did trade for seob (sorry dongni ily but seob T-T)
the lucky draw to choose the fans to go on stage got cancelled... and there was no announcement? sigh
so then we waited again till around 7.15 before we went in! before that i met with wen di who got cat 1 tix for like 50 dollars i am so asdfajsdgaldg
(also, apparently a lot of people got free tickets. my mum hurt from kaixuan that they gave out a lot?)
it was amazing, inside. at first it was cold, but then singing along to the mvs and more people coming in helped to warm me up
at around 8.10 the emcess came out... deekosh and someone? Chris? then they proceeded with choosing the fans to go up... like they said the member's name and then choose the fan from the crowd haha LUCKY GIRLS OMG
and then...
The boys came.
It was amazing, how the whole hall exploded
everyone was standing, some on chairs (including me at some point cos I couldn't see anything)
First it was YeY and omigod hearing it live and watching them live it was amazing... I didn't look at the screen but watched them instead although it was small! seeing them on stage just really really made me happy omg i have a sore throat I was videoing but my videoing skills really sucks omg /: my fancams are horrible.
then it was GOOD LUCKKKK THE DANCE OMG AND EVERYTHING but I missed the fanchant ): sobs
then they stopped and talked!! so they introduced themselves and were really really cute omg I didn't get dongwoon's intro on recording but when he was talking we were chanting son nam shin and he did his signature son namshin move we screamed so much hahahaha
then it was followed by doo then seob then jun then kwang then seung <3 it really felt unreal
seob was saying that since we haven't met in so long, we should have fun tonight!!
then moving on!!!! MORE SONGSSSSSS OMIGOD 1230 1230 1230 i was so excited I really really love that song and then it was fiction!!!! I missed the fanchant again it's really fast grrr i need to practise for next time FICTION FICTION IN FICTION
umm then they moved to the game segment; ah no there was a short interview where they asked if there were any special episodes while making the album and seob answered, saying that the korean fans gave a lot of food support
then the other qns was about working individually and as a team.. i'm really bad at remembering it just went past like a whirlwind
moving on the game segment; they had to answer MCQs about singapore hahahah the first qns was 'what's the national flower of singapore' but all 4 choices didn't have vanda miss joaquaim okay the orgnaisers damn troll HAHAHAHA i was screaming 없어요 so loudly and the whole hall was like frantically telling them it wasn't there
hahahah then doo was so cute omggg he was like how could you do this kekeek
then they moved on to the second question which they all got right but the third doo got wrong and lastly they all got right so doo got punished HAHHAHAHA he got a slap on the wrist and like seob's slap was so loud like OUCHHHHHH hahahaha kwang's too they horh hahahaha
AND THEN IT WAS TIME FOR ON RAINY DAYS MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE I'm sorry I really have no chills right now asdfjgasdg and they sang it I still can't believe it it was cleansing for my soul. The harmony and everything omigod and it just washed over me /creys it was beautiful
there was a special event to hold up our torches (on our phones) to show them a night sky with stars but i think most people were recording more than they were doing it... and plus, the lightsticks were still everywhere! It was beautiful. It was burdensome though, to hold my rose-bong in my right hand and my phone in my left and the seob slogan in between hahahahaha when I wasn't recording, it was much easier for me to thoroughly cheer and scream and jump around without worrying. But we don't get to see them often... it's like, the fear of losing them caused me to want to record so badly and leave something physical for me to remember them by? Idk haha but there were some I didn't manage to record and On Rainy Days was one of them...
and then they transited into I Think I Love You which I didn't expect them to sing! BUT REALLY HAPPY BECAUSE THERE AREN'T A LOT OF STAGES WITH THAT <3
THEN THEY DID SPECIAL I NEVER EXPECTED THAT EITHERRRRRR REALLY DIDN'T EXPECT TO EVER HEAR IT LIVE OMGGGGGGGG and see them dance!!!!!!! although my view was rather horrible and I didn't really look at the screen cos I was trying to see them in flesh instead of on another screen
after that was straight to the game segment with the six lucky fans chosen by the emcees earlier!
It was hilarious omigod and I really feel envious (or may it's jealousy) sobs they got to hug them?? LUCKY GIRLS LUCKY
So they had to do the whisper challenge, where the emcees played famous singapore songs for the boys to hear using headphones and they have to hum it out for the girls to guess
in short, it was super cute!! first up was jun and the girl mananged to guess ah boys to men hahahahahaha everyone was trying so hard to help them kekeke
then next was doo xD his partner was from hongkong though so it was kinda unfair for him?? DOO PLEASE HAHAHAHA 'bo-bolume up please!' 'EASY EASY' '뭐야 이거' 'SHE FROM HONG KONG HONG KONG' 'hong kong song!!' PLEASE OMIGOD IT WAS SO CUTE and btw, it was Home~
then kwang's turn~ the girl was from malaysia thoughhh and the song wasn't really famous? as in it was quite old... it was a stefanie sun song xD but tbh kwang did really well with the song okay just that it wasn't easy to guess.. I still don't know the song name haha but he was so cute at the start! 'She from Malaysia! Malaysia famous song please!' and then 'Let's go!' (although the song has already started kekeke) 'SONG ENDING??' (halfway through the song) kwang you tried <3
then it was dongni's turn! He came up and was like 'let it go~ let it go~' hahaha it's a national day song! 'our singapore' then the whole hall started singing like it's SG 50 xD omg
seung's turn! it was 城里的月光 hahahahaha then the whole hall was singing along?? (and I cringed when i was rewatching my vid tho I could hear myself screaming)
LAST BUT NOT LEAST WE HAVE SEOBBBBBB /creys dongni was trying to distract him hahahaha he kept singing let it go at the backkkkk it was reach out for the skies!!! she could have won omgggggg but she didn't guess in time): AND WHEN SEOB DID THAT ADLIB IN THE MIDDLE /beautiful omggg
THENNNNN SHOCK SUDDENLY OMGGGGGGGGGG SHOCK SHOCK I'm listening to my video now I hear myself going out of pitch 'SO BEAST IN THE CUBEEEEEEE' /glass cracks
then it was followed by Shadow /clutches heart/
then they did their ending speeches ): IT WAS ENDING OMIGOD all of them had a lot to say and it was really saddening... I really hope they can come back soon. Junhyung did his whole speech in english! 'Thank you Singapore! Me and my team uh are very happy tonight! You guys are very awesome and beautiful and lovely andddd cute! Yeah.. Next time we come to Singapore, we have concert! Okay, thank you!' THANK YOU JUNHYUNGG /concert juseyo/ I want to put all their words in omg but it hurts my heart rn (although it's been 5 days)
then, their last song... their third fav song
BEAUTIFUL NIGHTTTTTTT IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL
they went off, then 'At That Place' started playing... along with a beautiful video montage of them and messages for us b2uties.. /creys/
then of course, it was encore! HOW TO LOVE STARTED PLAYING and our main fan project started, which was this banner that said 우리 더 고마워 <3 at this point i've completely put aside my phone and was just recording sounds and was just holding the banner and my light stick and waving it for them to see, for them to know that we are grateful for everything they've given us and the beautiful memories they've made with us... I was just one of the thousands holding the banner up but I'm glad to have been part of it <3
of course, that can't be the final encore song... for encore, one must always think offff ENCOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEE it was HIGH AND NO ONE WANTED TO LEAVE OMG ㅠㅠ I certainly didn't want to omg
as they left the stage one by one all I could think of is when can I ever see them again...
As they rounded people up for the high-touch, stella and I just didn't want to move and sat there all the way till they we decided that we were in danger of getting kicked out.. and we proceeded to sit outside the hall for half an hour... on the floor... because we still couldn't wrap our heads around it...
and basically, that was everything. You've survived reading my account, congrats omg. This is how I usually write my blogs so forgive me please it's actually more for my personal memory... T-T i'm sorry if the grammar nazi in you got ignited...
It was a magical two days (including the 12 seconds they walked past me in the airport) and I would do it again in a heartbeat. Really. As long as they come back...
I wasn't there from the beginning. In fact, I joined really late (some time late 2013?) and it kinda hurts when the emcees ask 'Have you all been following BEAST from the start?' and I can't say 'YESSSSSSSSS' because I haven't... No matter how much love or support I give I'll never be able to make up for those few years I've missed... but oh well. Once a B2uty, forever a B2uty. It is my first kpop fandom, and it'll forever remain special in my heart even if I don't show it as often anymore...
(since my main fandom seems to be bangtan now...)
비스트 오빠들, 우리가 다시 만날 때 까지, 저는 기다릴게요! 오래보자 <3