May 1, 2024
“I heard you like magic? I got a wand and a rabbit! So baby lets get freaky, get kinky lets make this bed get squeaky!!!” - Red Wine Supernova !!!
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“I heard you like magic? I got a wand and a rabbit! So baby lets get freaky, get kinky lets make this bed get squeaky!!!” - Red Wine Supernova !!!
two headed boy(toby talking about beau: torn between worlds, one foot in the basin and one foot in maycheste), all floating in glass(reference to glass chalet and trying not to think about it. their home in astradell is often regarded to as a glass house, very public with little to no privacy, something almost like an enclosure or a museum of the “perfect life”) the sun it has passed, now it’s blacker than black(reference to the sun/moon motif between beau and simon) i can hear as you tap on your jar(regarding their home as a glass enclosure once more, like a moth trapped inside a glass jar)(or like a body preserved in a jar for inspection, as interesting specimens tend to be) i am listening to hear where you are(toby desperately looking for beau during his time as a missing persons)(could also be interpreted as toby after beau’s passing: desperately searching for any sign that her soul is still around. he has a tendency to do so) i am listening to hear where you are(the repitition pushing toby’s dedication to her, only when it’s too late; he’s listening to hear where she is, always.)
two headed boy(another repeated line: he is still torn up by the fact that beau was double sided) put on sunday shoes(sunday or church shoes are often the best ones they own; toby is recalling a time they were both well-dressed during a maycheste festival. it is also a reference to religion, which is a prominent theme of the festival, and a theme of simon’s as well, who is introduced during this verse) and dance around the room to accordion keys, with a needle that sings in your heart(here beau is dancing to the music simon is playing at the festival, and singing along as well to create a two-sided harmony between sibeau)(furthermore, the song later leads into a song titled “the fool”, which is led by an accordion and could be the song beau is dancing to. the title could be a reference to his feelings of foolishness about toby and simon’s relationship) catching signals that sound in the dark(furthering beau’s perspective of toby and simon: beau is picking up on signals toby’s unknowingly giving off, with toby suddenly pulling back on their sexual life once simon is reintroduced) catching signals that sound in the dark(repeated, toby is guilty and hung up about beau’s feelings in relation to his unloyalty. this line also leads into the next verse, which pushes the theme of beauby’s sexual life)
we will take off our clothes(toby looking back at the times their sexual relations were healthy and alive) and they’ll be placing fingers through the notches in your spine(now recalling the basin’s control of beau, painting imagery of the basin placing fingers through the most sensitive part of the body and controlling her actions) and when all is breaking everything that you could keep inside(now leading into the breaking of their relationship after the reveal of beau’s relation with the basin, it feels like the whole world is breaking apart inside of not only toby but in beau as well) now your eyes aren’t moving now, they just lay there in their climb(the final act of their story is beau’s death. this also alludes to the reading of a book, when the eyes stay still and the head moves down the page to read, which is a state toby will always remember beau in.)
Thinking about beauregard "beau" ledoux . Beauregard means beautiful outlook, and I think that fits her soo well . She always tries her hardest to look over things and turn them nicer, which also serves to put rose colored glasses over her view . Toby cheating on her isn't a massive disregard of her feelings and their marriage, it's him chasing what he loves most. And can you really be upset with him for that (yes. Beau please.) . She is defined by passivity and patience, something that would serve her well in high noble society, but not in real life. Her general unwillingness to speak up for herself and the urge to apologize for everything she does makes up almost a perfect victim .
oc time. go ahead >:)
GODDDD YKYRE MY SAVIORTR.
OK so the oc I've been literally brainrotting about itsnt even mine. They're a shared oc with my bud Juno called beau . Beau ledoux full name.
Beau is the child of two gods, a .. idk the word. TESTAMENT to their love. Ender lad with hearts all over her body and face. She's. Soft. Incredibly soft. Beau came down to earth, fucked around for a few years, and then found Toby. Her (ex) husband. Toby was her everything, they adopted a whole baby together (mitch ❤️) . Toby's ex came back in the picture . Toby cheats kn her and gets ftucking pregnant. Lies to beau (they wanted a second kid) abt it being hers and continues to lie to her despite the baby looking EXACTLY LIKE HIS EX. I'm soo mad about thay btw. They get a divorce and somehow Toby gets custody of mitch despite being POOR . Beau gets everyother weekend ❤️ . Beau prayed literally everyday while they were together to have a kid and to be lied to about it? Made her soo angry. Anways she gets thay kid she prayed for AFTER the divorce. Astra 🔥 . The name is so MEANINGFUL. Ad Astra per aspera. Through hardships, to the stars . Which is exactly what happened.
No fucking idea what she does after that. I need to brainrot about her more . But she gets a happy ending.
Beau... something about loving and trusting until you can't anymore. About being so happy to be with him, only to spend your wedding day watching him stare at someone else. About adopting a kid together, raising him, loving him, only to have to leave him. About loving your (now ex) husband so hard you have a second child, after years of praying, and you don't even want her anymore.
What to do when that loving feeling you have makes you isolated and alone.
Copacobana 1993 remix is very beau coded if you care.
Wish everyone knew my ocs so I wouldn't keep being a freak /silly and posting them on my private twt acc.. Beau ledoux yoy will always be famous to me my lop eared enderman freak .
FUAK. The land is inhospitable and so are we is so fucking Beau coded I hope I explode. Beau is made of love, created by two gods to show their love- and she loves so hard. And she finds someone to love her, but he doesn't love them as much as they love him. Tireless days of waiting and wanting for someone who would (and has) cheat on her. Someone who would leave her im a heartbeat if his ex even looked at him. And she stays. She stays and she waits until she can't wait anymore and she leaves. And she's alone. Man .. even the title is her core. Sickening