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a few things about this photo:

1. it’s the first photo i’ve taken in over 2 years where i felt 100% confident in how masculine i looked, felt, & presented.

2. even though i never had a strong desire to use an stp/packer, i ended up blowing nearly $200 on one when i was 18. now, with me being 20, i finally started using this stp/packer & i’m wearing it under my boxers in this photo.

3. the stp/packer that i spent nearly $200 on was a FreeTom 4-in-1, 6.5 inch prosthetic. i can use this prosthetic for packing, peeing, & intimacy. if you’ve ever seen one in person, they’re usually much bulkier than the average flaccid penis & they are not easy to pack with, yet i’m doing so easily.

there are a lot of small & large steps i still need to take to feel as confident as i do in this moment, but i also like to appreciate & share these moments i come across along the way of my transitioning. 😊

When a 2 am idea becomes a 2 pm photoshoot 📷 (part 2/2)

I never thought I would have had to lose you so soon, even if it is only temporary. You are the one thing in my life that has ever felt right. You made me believe in love again & you've shown me what it truly feels like to love & to be love. Now, I feel as if part of my soul has been ripped out of me, because I have to let go of you for a short period of time. I can't bear to lose you. Not now, not ever.

#why do i love you #midnight thoughts #beautifullydisaster #fml

Made myself a pretty neat stash jar the other day. May or may not make more & sell them.

#beautifullydisaster #stash jar #stoner stuff #or for whatever you want to store inside it

sometimes, i think about the people who i no longer have a great platonic relationship with & sometimes i wonder how they are doing & if they think about me.

#personal thoughts #thoughts #random #beautifullydisaster #personal post

Hey, queerios! I’ve finally uploaded a new video in honor of 600 subs on my YouTube channel (if you didn’t know about it). I have a special collaboration project that I’m planning, so watch the video to see how you can be apart of my collaboration!