Oct 23, 2023
I'm too anxious and overthinker-y for this shit
Partner: Finn.. im gonna have to talk to you tonight..
Me: oh..?
Partner: about smth..like we can talk rn, idc, but i need to talk to you tonight..
Me: did I do something wrong?
Partner: ur gonna hate me,, and thats understandable.. u didnt do anything wrong and its not you.. its not you i promise..
Me: I doubt I would hate you
Partner: there's no boubt you would hate me a little ☹️
Me:....doubt it but okay....
Partner: :/....
Me: r u okay....?
Partner: yea im okay...
Me: alr then...
Partner: finn im just gonna talk to you later...
Me: okay....love you, talk to you at lunch....
#ive got a bad feeling....#i know she said i didnt do anything wrong#but it feels wrong...#i feel wrong#i feel like i did something wrong#and im confused#and im trying to play it back in my head#to try to figure out what i did#because something i wrong...#and i dont wanna lose her#hell#i cant lose her#shes keeping me alive...#shes the one im fighting for#im scared whats gonna happen.....#because i love her....#and...#idk if she still loves me