#becauseimangii

[becauseimangii]

I feel like I don’t have anyone to go to anymore. They’ve all got their own things to worry about. I can’t bug them with my shit.

It’s getting harder and harder to not impose and ask for help. Are you sure I can do this? The future is getting dimmer it seems. Maybe I’ll fade away too.

[becauseimangii]

How do I always find myself in places I can’t escape? Not only that but I’m so suicidal right now for no reason it’s pissing me off. Everything is pissing me off. My grilfriend thinks I’m annoying but won’t tell me. My friends hate me and I’m so depressed for no reason at all.

I’m a boring person and everyone gets tired of me easily and that’s why I’ll never be good enough for anyone. Ever. Fuck this shit. I’m ready to slit my wrist already, if I’m honest.

[becauseimangii]

PSA : If I ever kill myself, it was because of my mom.

[becauseimangii]

Why I Stopped Taking my Meds

I recently stopped taking my meds because they made me feel lost. Subsequently, I lost my meds and had been off them for almost three weeks. Until yesterday. I found them and have two doses in my bloodstream.

I can't focus and I do feel better about getting out of bed in the mornings but I still am sad and nauseous all the time.

[becauseimangii]

Please come back

[becauseimangii]

I am still in love with you. I'm sorry.

[becauseimangii]

Really getting tired of not being good enough for anyone...

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April 5, 2017