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[forrestseng]

I'm OBSESSED with my new song!

It's called "Surrender" and it is dedicated to Rebecca and Nathan (basically my parents).

The truth Always comes out I'll find my own I'll get back home Where I can Be alone What happens there Is all to me

Break the skin Cut it up Let you in To break me Empty the stomach Stop growing Don't get better But whatever I do I won't  Surrender

Tears are shattering On the floor No one sees them I've locked my door I've hidden for so long Maybe a year Now it's my turn To fight my fears

Break the skin Cut it up Let you in To break me Empty the stomach Stop growing Don't get better But whatever I do I won't  Surrender

I'll get better Sooner or later I'll be  Okay

Break the skin Cut it up Let you in To break me Empty the stomach Stop growing Don't get better But whatever I do I won't  Surrender

I won't Surrender

[forrestseng]

5 people you want to see right now.

Nathan

Ruthie

Spencer

Jamie

Rebecca

[forrestseng]

So umm, yeah.

I know I said I was going to post "Again" tonight, which I am going to post it, but just not tonight. Tonight I think I need to put an even more personal song up that I think needs to get out. It's called "Like a Father". It's about 4 amazing people that I need to apologize to because of my dumb past and things I need to get over. They 4 people are Nathan, Spencer, Ruthie, and Rebecca. I wrote it in May. I wrote it when I was going through a really hard time in my life. Something that very few people know about, mostly them and that's about it. 

Each of them has a part in the song that is only about them and things they said and did for me. I couldn't ask for anything better.

In the end, I just want to say sorry for being a dumbass and I truly do love you all <3.