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My last account was wiped away... But the food of thought doesn't dissipate
Power of make up
Just got to a make up artist for the wedding of my cousin. She did my make up and normally I am not the person who is wearing much make up. I got it done and I was totally insecure so I send a selfie in the group with my best friends - where also my BF my crush is. He was blown away and he sayed I am like 100% his type od girl with make up. It was so weird your heart is beating like crazy because somebody you like is saying you look pretty. So yeah the point of the story is make up can change much but it's important to be you and that the person who likes you likes you with and whithout. Be beautiful with a full make up look and a no make up look. Like yourself. Much of love!
So umm.. as I said yesterday everybody loves someone else more than they love my & i' m still sad & still unlovable & I just don't KNOW whats wrong with me