55. what is your dream job?
I don’t even know anymore. Like I use to know and it was about making videos and content. But I’m at a point in my life that I don’t know. I’m going to be 22 next week and I’m just like ???. At this point I’m trying to ride the waves and see where it’ll take me and see if that’s where I’m meant to be. You know? 13 year old Shayla would be pissed at me since I told myself that I was going to be highly successful in my job and that I was going to be at the top of my game blah blah blah. Well I can tell 13 year old me that I’m sort of there in a way but not how she wanted me to be. Life changes and you sort of have to go with it or the regret will eat at you forever. The one thing that I know and would actually let myself down is if I stopped dreaming. If I start settling for less then what I wanted. I think me still having hope that I will end up somewhere nice and where I should be is allowing me to ride these waves. That when I was 15 I made that Where I would be in 10 years. I had that stuff in order. But I think something that is helping me still be happy is I’m getting what I dreamed of but in a different way.
15 year old me: I’m going to go to the UK and live there for a bit with a friend.
21 year old me: I’m going to SK to live there for a bit with a very close friend of mine that is from the UK.
You sort of see how it played out? I think it’s pretty cool if I say so myself. That when I think about it I’m living out the large chucks of my 10 year goal but in different ways. They still have the key points but play out in a different way. Point is I want to be successful. That I want to still be the person that 13 year old me wanted me to be. But sadly it’s not going to go as planned like 13 or 15 year old me had it. At this point all I care about is me getting there in whatever manner it takes me.
70. what was the last concert you saw?
BlockBuster in Chicago 2015. Everyone knows what happened there and don’t be surprised if news breaks that I asked Kyungie to marry me one day. Every time I meet him the more I fall for him. Lol jk.
September. It’s my birth month and it’s when it starts to get cool. Yes it’s when school starts too but I don’t know it’s been a month I always liked.