Tonight I will sleep with a smile on my face, not because I had a good day, not because of a boy, because I regained someone in my life that I thought I lost. Well I never lost them, it's just we grew up and I need to learn that I'm not always going to have the people that I love so very close to me. Everyone goes away, everyone fades away, even if you try so hard to keep them close. But learning how to be content, how to let go of what y'all had, is a hard thing to do. You can't force people to do and feel a certain way.