it’s been a while since the last i tried to write something proper... that’s why i decided to drink again. So my glass is full tonight but not only with ”wisdom” but... well almost everythnig. So yeah...
What about that void of emptiness inside of my body. Literally. There is this comepletely nothing living inside of me. So yeah...then I have blurry hours. Then being here is so surreal and not dimesional. Losing distance and words. But I never had enough words to express all of it and color it the way it was mean to be.
I no longer wear my watch...because of these blurry hours and the remindings. Just that confusing running with time. But how you do that and accepted it and I just linger on and wonder around.?.