5:Talk about the best birthday you've had.
HMMM. i don’t know if i have any that particularly stand out, but maybe this one i had years ago when i was in ... middle school, maybe? idk i just had a bunch of friends over -- like ten -- and we all slept in my basement (which was awesome in my old house) and watched one scary movie and one comedy movie, and we had tons of balloons and played all night and yeah. ;w; it’s the most memorable one for me, i think.
24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
haaah this one is hard because a few people have said things to me that have meant a lot. i had a folder on my old computer (which i should try to get off it tbh) full of important things friends said to me that would cheer me up to read through. recently, though, i’ve had a close friend tell me i ‘don’t have to do it alone’. and idk that one sticks out right now, since while i do go to people a lot for help, more often i tend to keep things bottled up so that i don’t bother anyone. i kind of feel like i have to go through things alone so that i don’t lose people by not being fun 24/7. but it kind of means a lot to me to know i don’t have to be alone all the time with the things that upset me ...
32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood.
my old house! the one in ocean city, from the first 11 years of my life. i actually have really weird memory issues where i’ll try to remember a house i’ve lived in sometimes (even the current one) and only be able to remember the layout of that one. it was weird in that the first floor wasn’t the main floor -- it was our tiny home gym. the bathroom there was where my parents always hid our christmas presents (they always hide everything in the same spot in each house, and once you find that spot, they can never hide anything from you again). then the second floor was the main one with a biiig open room and my parents’ bedroom overlooked it. like it had a high ceiling and my parents’ room had an opening above the bed where you could look out. i dropped shit from there a lot. and my door to my room was broken and was slightly off the ground -- and it was a slidey door -- and i had two hamsters crawl under it and drop into the wall. one was saved (from my mom hammering open the wall bc she heard him scratching), and alas one was not. and we had a few very big closets that were scary and went around corners and were dark bc neither had a light. one was the one that we kept all our toys in (and my dad’s records were in the very back) and that closet is where i developed my fear of E.T. by stepping on an E.T. doll in the pile, it talked, and now i can’t handle that movie bc it scared me so bad. the other was in my sister’s room and for some reason i was brave enough to go all the way to the back of it as a kid. it was just dark. not exciting. and the last thing of note about the house’s layout i guess was the window near the stairs on the 3rd floor, across from my sister’s room. it was just high enough to see above other buildings and sometimes i’d sit there and just kind of look out it for a long time. it was peaceful, i guess. i miss that house. (it’s now an ice cream store, weird. they sell ice cream in our old gym and the owners live in the top two floors.)
39:Talk about things you wish you'd known earlier.
i’m ... not sure. i mean sometimes there’s little things where i’m just like ‘WOW I WISH I’D KNOWN THAT HUFF PUFF’ but i don’t think there’s anything really big that i wish i’d known? at least i can’t think of anything ;~;
