Jan 8, 2017
I just want to stop being below average at literally everything
#pers#below average looks#below average grades#God#I feel like a fucking idiot at school#I can't cook meat#I can't sing#I'm still afraid to bring cookies and cupcakes to parties because I think I might poison someone#even though I've been baking since I was 8#I can barely sew#I can't draw#and trust me#that's not for lack of trying#I have no motivation to do anything ever#I'm a lazy sack of shit#God knows I'm gonna make the worlds shittiest engineer#if I make it that far#I'm never gonna get my dream job#I'm gonna end up stuck in something I hate and I suck at for the rest of my life#why the hell am I still doing this?#any of this