dear yunho
Old man,
I don’t really know what to say. I’m frustrated because somehow, someway, you’ve wormed your way in. I don’t get it. I don’t understand how you did it or why you bother with me. It’s confusing and annoying all rolled into one. There’s a lot of things I don’t understand, even if I pretend to. Like you. You’re just something I don’t get. You’re an enigma and I can’t figure you out.
Do you know what that’s like? Being able to read almost every single person you meet except one, and no matter how hard you try, you just can’t figure then out? It makes me want to scream, to pull out my hair and stamp my feet like some child just because I don’t get it.
I want to tell you to stop. To leave me alone and stop making me feel like this. Stop making me want to be around you. Stop making me care. But then, at the same time, I don’t want to stop. That scares me, Yunho.
I don’t know what to do any more.
Ren










