just watched a real pain and was absolutely floored by it
the grief of losing someone dead, of losing someone alive, of losing someone who you used to know but now no longer feel the same with, of not being able to connect, of beinf able to connect too much and too strongly, the unexeptional grief, the wholly personal and lonely grief, the grief of being you and not liking it, the grief of wanting to be someone who you never could be like, the grief of generational trauma, the all encompassing grief of it all.









