#besticle.

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Those questions thing!!! 78, 79, 90, 92.

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

I’d love to have seen H.O.T. I was too young at the time to see them live, but they influenced me to become an artist.

79. What was the last concert you saw?

Honestly..I can’t remember. Super Show? Hm.

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

I would’ve liked to wait, but. It’s okay if you’re comfortable with it.

92. Do you want to get married?

Of course. After my career as an idol is slowed. 

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“They won’t allow me to go to the hospital since rehearsal is in twenty minutes.”

“They won’t allow me to go to the hospital since rehearsal is in twenty minutes.”

Sehun sighs, head shaking in slight annoyance. It’s true, they’ve got less than 20 to group together, touch up makeup, run over steps. It’s something he can handle, however as for the other it’s definitely a tougher task with the many body ailments they have.  “Are you serious?,” He says, “Shouldn’t there be a nurse around here? Does someone at least have an ice pack for you?”

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peach butt.

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[ all the texts ]

Send ✉ for an 2 AM text

[ sms  → besticle ] ok so don’t forget the chicken ramyun and grab me cola while you’re at it

Send ✘ for an unsent text

[ sms  → besticle ] yeah smh feeling like shi

Send ☠ for a threatening message

[ sms  → besticle ] if you don’t wake the hell up i’m dumping piss on you :--)

Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message

[ sms  → besticle ] in need of that daddy treatment :--)

Send ♣ for a drunk message

[ sms  → besticle ] asdasl..asd? mhh lyk no.

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"Don't use the puppy-dog eyes!"

“You’re such a sucker, geez.”

Sehun scoffs, lazily waving a hand in front of the other with a dazed look. He soon finds himself laughing instead, trying to avoid the jabs that Jongin tries to land. This is a usual occurrence between the two, with Sehun being the ever-so-whiny of the duo and Jongin trying to uphold his ‘cool’ visage that crumbles whenever the two come together. Sehun is just too great  not suck up to, or laugh with.

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Give my character a difficult decision: [ Sehun and Suho are both called into the boardroom with important people in the company, and are shared with some very important news: "Two of you are in consideration of moving into EXO-M." Afterwards, one by one the two of you are being interviewed personally and asked: "Would you rather stay in EXO-K and have Suho move to EXO-M, or would you move instead? Please tell us the viable reasons for your decision." ]

Sehun sighs quietly, teasing his own locks with a few stray fingers. The question itself is an obstacle, a hurdle followed by tons more. He can jump- think one thing at one point then stumble, second guess and try again before hitting another.

“Everyone is the group is family to me. And I believe wherever I am, they’ll always be there with open arms you know? Suho, he’s the leader of both sub groups it seems at this point but,” His voice begins to drop, almost as if he wishes no one could hear, “I’d want to stay.”

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Dear Besticle

Dear Besticle,

Hyung, hyung hyung. You’re my best friend, I don’t know with you I don’t need to hide anything, u u because you listen and give me good advice! You even know when I’m feeling down, and even if you don’t have a lot of time in your day sometimes you always make sure I’m happy. Aside from your occasional porn images that kind of leave me ; ~ ;  but you better watch out cause I have my own weapons too!

We’ve known each other for awhile now. Even back when I wasn’t me, back when you didn’t have a girlfriend. It’s crazy to see where we’ve ended up now, you have a lovely woman in your arms and I am still searching for someone like that u u but right now you make me not wanna find another ‘bae’ or whatever those are called heh.

You need to stop getting yourself hurt, and calm down when we practice alright? You’re a perfectionist, which is a curse and a blessing but whenever you fall down you can lean on me! Much better now that I’m taller than your small ass. Heh.

You’re the one who pushed me to make the right decisions. And even if it was hard, I think it did help to listen to you. You bring it straight up, you’re honest about it and I promise to always be the same to you. I think as long as I have you, I’ll be alright. O/ You’re really funny and get me like a brother. Two balls always stuck together for life; and it’ll always be that way.

I LOVE YOU. May our bromance last forever and ever,

Sehun

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RIP

It’s the fourth time he’s been there this week.  Maybe it’s the part of him that refuses to let go; maybe it’s the little kid in him finally confessing the fact that he’s lonely, lonely without his best friend to do things with. Lonely without a best friend he can truly talk to and depend on, and awkwardly tell them that he loves once in awhile.

It’d been almost 4 years since the passing of his other half. The first few months had been rough, and not too long afterwards the group had decided to disband. That wasn’t the part that had stung for the latter; it was the actual death of his best friend that had hit home. It’d be an understatement to say that his heart had been broken, it was as if a part of him had shattered without a single remnant to leave behind.

“Hyung, it’s me again. Are you tired of seeing me yet?” A soft chuckle emits from his lips as he lies down next to the stone, grass providing some form of comfort as he does so. With a single hand, he rests his fingers against the edge of the stone itself, trying to at least form a small connection between them.

“I visited your kids again..They’re still looking for you. I don’t think they understand yet; I think Jjjangah knows, but your boys are still hopeful.” He doesn’t try to fight it when the tears do arrive, and with a small voice he continues on, “Do you remember when we talked about a future? You were going to continue dancing, and continue falling in love with the stage over and over again. I couldn’t tell you what I wanted then, specifically at least.. You were going to be my best man, you know that? And we were going to grow old together, have a cheesy movie ending where maybe our kids end up together or something. I still want that, I hope you haven’t forgotten that at least.”

Sehun sits up then, trying to laugh away his tears in an attempt to keep the mood somewhat uplifting, “You’re still the best to me. Ah, at first I didn’t know what I’d do without you. And I still don’t; but I know you’d tell me to just keep going. I promise to make you proud hyung; Don’t have too much fun without me up there alright? I miss you.”