To Make Me Better
@troublesomemix
Elizabeth had everything under control, she always had everything under control. Sure, she would have much rather have done something productive with her doctorate instead of being married and if she had to have gotten married, she would have preferred someone that wasn’t Gabriel and wasn’t now the princess of a country with a shoddy history and shaky political standing, but she could manage. She could even manage the bitch of a sister in law that she had. No, everything was always under control.
But she had to crack, at least sometimes. Beth prided herself on her stiff upper lip of British civility, the ability to always be cool and collected, but every so often that slipped away. Today was going to be a long day to celebrate Rosalind’s birthday, starting with a parade to celebrate the queen herself. There were too many people there for Elizabeth’s taste, having had to always have a fake smile and a wave as they rode along and pretending she didn’t see all of the dirt and grime she wanted so much to take care of. Next was the luncheon with all of the high profile ladies of court. Rosalind thrived on making her life miserable, on trying to stomp on Gabriel and Beth every chance she got and Elizabeth thought she was fairly good at brushing them aside. It was easier to avoid her targets when it was just a few people, but no one wanted to go against the queen on her birthday so less. So, Beth was stuck pretending to be subservient and only making soft little quips in between bites she didn’t want to take. And then there was that rumor spread that Gabriel may still be partaking in some of Quentovic’s earthly pleasures, which would be an interesting conversation that would definitely turn into a fight. Today, after everything, all of Rosalind and her stupid court were too much. There was still the ball tonight as well.
According to her time table, Elizabeth had twenty minutes to do whatever she wanted before she had to get ready for the ball. Twenty minutes was plenty of time for a mini break down. Resting her head on the cool tile of the bathroom sink, Elizabeth didn’t cry, no that was far too emotional for her manners, but she shut her eyes and took several deep breaths to encounter her emotions and then push them away as she was known to do. A timer would let her know when she had to get up.
Eleven minutes and forty eight seconds left and she heard the door open. Her eyes opened slightly, enough to see her husband in the mirror and she shut her eyes again with a heavy sigh. They had private bathrooms for a reason, “What are you doing here?”











