#beyond-thewave

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Betrayer and betrayed aren't always two separated roles.

Hannibal 3×06 Dolce // Hannibal 3×03 Secondo // Trainspotting (1996) // Trainspotting 2 (2017)

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Alt-J Tessellate // The Good, the Bad and the Ugly dir. Sergio Leone (1966)

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Distaccatevi dal passato, gettatevi in questo grande avvenire che vi attende. La coscienza è codarda, essa si atterrisce spesso di mali che non commise, o che non potea non commettere. Una cieca fatalità muove e dirige le azioni di tutti gli uomini; non date loro maggiore responsabilità di quella che vi assegnano i limiti ritrettissimi del vostro arbitrio. Addio, mio buon amico, possiate essere felice, e non farvi rimprovero d'una sciagura di cui non siete stato che uno strumento.

Fosca, Igino Ugo Tarchetti

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So... I wanted to rewatch Gladiator (2000) to finally watch the 2024 one, but I was so undecided whether to actually watch them both, that in the end I still haven't watched any of them. Then last night I had this dream in which I discovered that there was another version made in the 70s with the title "Gladiator V" (V as in the number 5, I have no clue why... like... miss, where are the rest of them???)...

Anyway this made me laugh so much like...

Neither Gladiator (2000) nor Gladiator II (2024) but a secret third thing fr. 💀💀💀

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I just did a tarot reading for myself after a long time.................................... #saved

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Like... I think my obsession with "Abgelenkt" by Ski Aggu needs to be studied in specialized international labs.

I'd be living my life and then this song comes on shuffle and suddently I can feel emotions beyond the human knowledge and I want to pulverize myself.

I'm obviously reading too much into it...

Apart from the fact that his voice suits perfectly the mood the song want to conceive, the fact is that, the lyrics are really nothing so complex okay? But I'm out here feeling like an alchemist and my mind kinda transformed it into a song about the unwillingness to process events but mostly about hopelessness and the impossibility to experience it, because in someway there is always hope just for the fact that you're still here experiencing that hopelessness. (-> I think Mercury Retrograde is messing me up) (-> actually going insane).