#beyondiism

[dementedspeedster]

Deb or Terry?

Accepting || send in two names and make my muse choose which one they would kill.

@volucerrubidus

Thad lets out a long pained groan, “This could go either way. I care about them equally. I’ve known Deb a long time, we’ve experienced a lot together, and Terry...I want to experience a lot of things with him...Regardless this isn’t fair to either of them and I can’t imagine doing it to either of them. I couldn’t. But Deb.“

“...I’m probably being selfish with my decision because I don’t want to let go of love. I’m scared I’ll never have it again.”

[dementedspeedster]

💬 + i heard terry is just toying with you and doesnt actually like you

Accepting || Send 💬 + a rumor and my muse will react to it.     

Thad frowns and his voice is touch quieter than usual, “I doubt he would have been with me this long if he was just toying with me.”

[dementedspeedster]

"mistletoe" -beyondiisms [bc i forgot the password lmao]

 Accepting || send “mistletoe” for our muses to get caught under mistletoe!!

@beyondiism

“You can’t possibly be back already, Per–” Thad had only just turned his back to search through the sparse box of holiday decorations from which he had been decorating the apartment with while his roommate was out doing whatever it was he does. There was no way he was back already, and he wasn’t, but here Thad let out a yelp instead as he was suddenly face to face with his boyfriend. Not only had Terry managed to sneak in silently, but he had surprised Thad.

“Goddamn, Terry!” Thad’s hand was clutching the front of his shirt, but the  smile on his lips spoke to a goodnatured response, as it soon turned to laughter  amused by his own shock and intermingling joy at seeing his boyfriend. He was sure Terry had a smirk on his lips too, but that little shock wouldn’t stop the speedster for long as he prodded Terry’s a chest with a finger “You- You’re a jerk. You know that? I haven’t seen you in weeks.” Thad knew Terry was busy in Gotham, he knew being a hero in Gotham was taxing amongst the other things in Terry’s life, but seeing him once in a while would have been nice. Seeing him right now in his apartment was really very nice. 

“But I’m glad you’re here.” Thad smiles as a sprig on green and white catches his eye amongst the tinsel hanging from the ceiling.

“Really glad.” He repeats as he wraps  an arm around Terry and pulls him closer for a kiss.

[dementedspeedster]

"So basically I'm dating a very brilliant speedster," he smirked. Nnot like Terry was brain dead, but he couldn't do THAT. "I was thinking of making it more of a helmet than a cowl? I have plans sketched out, I have trouble explaining it in words sometimes." He chuckled at his own admission. It makes sense, he knows this, still-- the feeling was odd, and almost off putting. "Hm, just when I see them together, sort of realize I AM an outsider. Even if I wear the symbol."

“Exactly.” Thad grins at Terry. “Alright, that shouldn’t be too hard incorporate. And don’t worry about sketches are just as good. We can talk out the details later, try finalizing the design to something practical and that you like, and then come up with the actual schematics.” He assured him with a nudge. 

At the explanation Thad paused thoughtfully, taking the time to think out what he would say. He understood the feeling to a degree himself. While Barry might have thought of him as family, something inside of him always thought he was on the outskirts. “Have you tried talking to them about this? How you feel? It might help a bit, yknow.” He shrugs.

[dementedspeedster]

Sort of just flops down, still dressed in his suit, before pull off his mask with a sigh.Terry gives a smile, and leans in for a quick kiss. He's missed being around the blond, life becoming a little crazy. "How are you with tech? Because I totally want to upgrade this, and-- is it weird that I sometimes feel like I might be out growing Gotham? At least this time's Gotham?"

@beyondiism​

Thad smiles back at Terry as flops down by his side and kisses him back as he leans towards him. “Well, not to brag, but you are dating a speedster who knows how to create his own Teleportal from scratch, so I’m sure I can help you out with some upgrades.” Thad responds with a smirk on his lips at his own expertise as he sets down his book. For a second he looks confused at the shift in conversation before he considers Terry’s words, “I don’t think it’s strange at all for either. I understand the feeling of knowing better especially when it comes to this century. You already know so much of what’s going to happen it’s hard not to feel a distance.” Thad nodded. He supposed that would be a bette word for it. 

“So what’s brought this feeling up in the first place?” He prods slightly with a tilt of his head, “Did something happen?”