I took a moment to sit quietly on the step my step dad built, where he etched my and my daughter’s names into the concrete. It was such a beautiful orangey pink evening, warm and still and green and blue. Times like these I feel like my heart is going to break and fall from my chest. My sweet daughter had gone to her sweet friend’s house right next door for a sleepover. They were so excited. #bittersweet What a lovely life we’ve been #blessed with here at the blue house. We have only about a month left and it’s not getting any easier. I keep hoping for a miraculous stay ... a Hail Mary ... but it’s not coming, so I must choose to believe it is God’s will for us to go. He has more in store for us than we can imagine. I refuse to revisit the past. I will go no further back than the present moment. I will look forward in #hopeful #anticipation of what’ exists in the #Divine mind #beyondthebluehouse










