added something to my digital diary (not my blogger) for the first time since 2025. if i have learned anything from reading back on it this evening with my bottle of wine, it’s that love isn’t some finite thing that can be poisoned by someone, which is what i thought about 8 months ago. it’ll always return feeling entirely different but somehow also the same at its core.
anyways the point is I’m in love again but i’m keeping it a secret from my boyfriend for now. i did not expect this to happen so fast (today marks 4 weeks??????) but it’s such a unique and surreal emotion that i knew what it was the instant it happened on thursday. ‘taking it slow’ had us official by day 20 so we’ll see how this goes i guess