Hello, I'm a healthsci student who is trying to get into med this year -or I hoped I would get in-, but after seeing my results for my poplhlth111 test a couple of weeks ago(I didn't pass) I am heartbroken and I feel like absolute shit and I don't know if I even want to apply now just out of embarrassment, because I didn't get a good grade for biosci107 either I don't know what to do..
Hey <3 I was in exactly the same boat as you about 5 years ago now. It was the first POPLHLTH test that got me down too, and it was incredibly hard to stay motivated for everything else. For me, I didn’t end up recovering from that low. I was still trying hard, but had trouble focusing cause I no longer saw any point if I’d already messed up (my grades ranged from A to C+). Constant comparison with my friends didn’t do me any good either, and the low self-esteem would take away any motivation I had left. My advice is the most cliche thing, but it’s so important to remain optimistic. These were just the first tests, and it is still possible to make a comeback from them. Find out what others are doing and what resources they’re using eg. past papers, office hours, someone’s pre-made flashcards online? Studying with friends can actually be so effective when you all agree on a common goal (eg. everyone will understand this difficult concept by the end of the session). It gets you talking with each other and pick up on things you would’ve missed if you were studying alone. Ultimately, it still might be that you don’t end up with the grades you want by the end of the year. This is perfectly ok. I, myself, didn’t end up applying after my first year as my GPA just wasn’t good enough. It’s a devastating feeling, but if medicine is something you really want, there are several other pathways. In fact, I can even say that I’m proud of myself for even making it through that incredibly tough first year. Just because you don’t see yourself applying at the end of this year, doesn’t mean you have to feel or do poorly for the rest of the year. (Remember, if you want to apply for Otago or some of the Australian unis as a postgrad, they do count your first year’s GPA for a small portion of your final weighting- use that as motivation if you have to!) Keep trying; one foot in front of the other. Most importantly, it may seem impossible in a highly competitive environment, but enjoy yourself. I didn’t expect to study for 4 years prior to starting med, but I was always fascinated and felt privileged to be learning what I was learning. I wouldn’t change a thing about the path I took x












