So It Begins - Self Para
Who:Kitty Wilde
When: First Day At True Directions
Where: Cab Ride and True Directions Ground
Notes: Kitty Reflects on her ride to her new "home"
Kitty looked outside of the window of the cab that was taking her to the place she reside for the foreseeable future. At least until she was “cured”, which meant forever since Kitty didn’t think there was anything to be “cured” of. So what if she liked to fool around with girls? It was harmless fun and it wasn’t like she wanted to change. Hearing the hate spewed from the pulpit about hell and damnation used to scare her, but now it was just empty rhetoric. She knew she wasn’t about to be changed by any conversion therapy. She was ready to have fun to challenge and make their lame attempts at turning her straight a lot harder than they thought. She didn’t think liking girls was such a bad thing. Their soft lips and supple breasts pressed up against her own making her shiver with such pleasure. How could something that felt so good be wrong? How could something that felt so natural be against what God wanted for her? She had a hard time believing a just and loving God would make her feel this way and not want her to act on it. That he’d make girls look so damn good and satisfy her more than any guy ever could if she wasn’t supposed to be with them.
She watched as the cab entered under a sign bearing the name “True Directions” she rolled her eyes and sat back and pouted. This place looked rustic and pretty much like her own version of hell. She was starting to doubt if there was even running water. Why did her dad want to torture her so bad? Shouldn’t he be happy she wanted to be with girls, at least he wouldn’t have to worry about her winding up pregnant. She was hoping she could cause a fuss and be so belligerent they’d realize she was a lost cause and send her home. She gave it a week tops before they gave up and gave her the freedom she wanted.
She looked out the window trying to see if there was any escape when she happened to see a tall girl with long brown hair and the bluest eyes she’d ever seen. She was gorgeous and she licked her lips as she took in her features. With hot girls like her around maybe this might be worth sticking out. She imagined getting this girl alone and peeling her shorts off her tanned legs and burying herself in between those toned thighs. She was so lost in her own day dream she didn’t hear the driver telling her they were at the destination. She gave him the money her father had given them and stood with her bags looking around for the brunette, but she had lost sight of her. She sighed hoping that it wasn’t her mind playing tricks on her, she really hoped she’d get to see the girl again.