Putting this in a read more cuz feelings
I made a really brief post yesterday about getting married and getting to see friends but I'm seriously so upset still and idk I guess I just wanna talk about it more.
I had met Bailey (gettinhighonthesolo) before but it was really brief and this time she stayed at my house for a weekend. It was super awesome and magical and wonderful. I got to see her with Christina (dearestforsaken) and it was really great because they're literally the perfect couple and they make each other so happy and it made my heart smile to see one of my best friends so obviously in love. I also got to meet Jacob (bigbootyj00dy) for the time. He's so funny and sweet and terrific and he touched everyone's butts we had SO MUCH FUN even though I didn't get to kick his ass at Pokemon Stadium cuz we couldn't get the N64 working.
I met Bailey and Jacob years ago. We started out playing Left 4 Dead 2 together on occasion and it just escalated to the point that we were in skype group calls literally every free moment of every day. We always talked and joked about meeting up and hanging out in real life but none of us actually thought it would happen BUT WE DID IT. Sadly, we were missing two members of our group, but I'm trying not to dwell on that really upsetting fact.
I feel like little pieces of me left with my friends when they left. I feel like I'm not the same when they're so far away. idk I feel like I've just been rambling a lot but I'm sitting at work crying because I miss everyone so much and I'm super emotional right now and why the fuck did I find best friends so far away?
