I told you on Wednesday that I have just lost £400. Obviously. I'm not going to "have money for food and drink". Especially not when I owe you £65.
Also. You spoke to me on Wednesday. It is now Saturday, that is 2 days - not 3. Perhaps you should learn to count, as well as listen to people.
& Reasonable? You don't know the fucking meaning of the word.
I lost my fucking best friend, okay maybe in pet form, but she was my best friend. And you were pestering me everyday like 'is this long enough?' NO.
I'M NOT GOING TO GET OVER HER THAT QUICK. I'm still not over it yet. I still cry, every single day. But would you even know that? Would you even care?
You don't take my thoughts, feelings or opinions into consideration, at all. I don't see why I should spend all my life trying to please you, like I have tried (and failed) to do for the last 7 months. I'm seriously fed up of it, you don't give me any of it back or even listen to me. And no, you won't understand 'cause it's never fucking happened to you clearly. You've clearly had people walking around doing your dirty work for you all the time, well it's time to stand on your own two feet and grow up.
I've done fucking everything for you when I was with you, I never thought about myself and how I felt about something, I did what you wanted, for you. I might have thought to myself, 'I don't want to do this', but I still did anything you wanted because I wanted you to be happy. It's clear you don't feel the same way about me, 'cause you don't do anything I want. And quite frankly, I'm only asking for one thing.
You constantly throw all your toys out of the pram when things don't go your way, it's like dealing with a toddler who isn't allowed sweets before his tea. It's fucking ridiculous. You're nearly 20, and you go into strops because I'm trying to get over one of the hardest times in my life and therefore need time and space? It's ridiculous.
It's safe to say, you've ruined this for yourself. You claim you've changed, after telling me you'd never change.. And clearly, the first thing was the truth and the second was another lie you'd spring on me to see whether I'd fall for it. Maybe I half did, that's why I tested you with listening to me etc.. and you failed. So it's clearly a lie I shouldn't have fallen for, and I'm glad I didn't. Clearly a leopard never changes it's spots.
I feel like I can't come on Tumblr, Twitter or Facebook anymore. You clearly read every single thing I post like it's about you. I can't go on Facebook without you popping up on chat, and seriously. It's creepy as.
Also.. 'Sorry' means nothing anymore. I know it's bullshit.
