Trying again (Lux and Kim date night)
Looking at herself in the mirror, taking a deep breath. Figuring her old karaoke outing dress would have to do. Having gotten rid of some of her nicer dresses due thanks to the memories they held from the ex matesprite. She didn’t want to wear something that reminds her of the past. This was supposed to be a new start, at least she hoped so. Kimaoi was afraid how this date was going to go down. It’s been forever since she’s in the red rom dating scene. All sorts of thoughts were running through her mind. What if he finds her boring or weird, or if he thinks she has weird taste of food or fun. Or what if he wants to kiss her and she had a panic attack or if he wants to push her into further into a make out session? No she can’t let herself fall into that situation where she’s just a toy to someone to be thrown away again or worse, maybe this date was a bad idea. She should just call Luxura and call the night off and focus on work.
Shaking her head furiously trying to get the thoughts out of her head. No, no she can’t let her anxiety take over her life again. It nearly ended her life because it ruled her life. This is Luxura, sure he’s big and scare to others but..He wouldn’t hurt her would he? He’s extremely sweet, dorky, has a cute smile with and without the mask. Having strong protective arms that made her feel safe, a warm feeling that has melted her worries away. She had to try and see if this is really meant to be for them both. If this really the one she belongs with for the rest of her life span.
Glancing over at the clock, it was almost time for Luxura to be arriving at her apartment door. Kimaoi was praying he could find the apartment number okay. Glancing over at the sleeping guiena pig lusus sleeping on the couch. Thinking he’s going to be fine with her dating again, she just hoped he won’t be scared of Luxura.Putting on the last bit of her make up as Kimaoi made sure she had everything for this night. As she puts her purse over her shoulder as she waited for the knock at the door.