I was initially planning on being a casual fan, but then I thought, why not just let it consume my soul instead?
I spent HOURS lastnight and the last few days Watchung his videos. I followed cause I thought he was super fine but fell for the sass and stayed for the anime and dancing. He and I have quite a lot in common.....so as my inner PI went to work and found his birthday. He's a Scorpio like me......and 25.
*le sigh*
He has a degree in finance which is great for him, disheartening heartening for me. There was a whole therapy session about this.
He also lives in a different country.
I've also never gotten the guy I wanted so even if we met, hit it off and got along great....I'd keep myself in the friend category.
Even if it meant I'd have to witness him dating other women. And break my own heart.
And my "him" I mean men in general.
#ForeverSoltera