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THE REAL ME ....

Confused and alone sometimes i sit and think about which way my career is taking me where my life is heading I feel greatness is around me but I feel sometimes the sacrifice for success is far greater. I have the questions is it worth it to be away for long periods of time to be away from your family your friends and most importantly your kids.... The path i set out on is one that came before most of those it doesn't mean they are unimportant nor are they secondary to me it just means that I have to be the best i can be for the search of greatness... I was watching Scandal the other night one of my favorite shows i might add and heard a qoute from Cyrus to OLIVIA saying that some Men are not meant to be HAPPY they are meant to be Great. It stuck with me as much as life is changing it doesnt mean that the end result wil be bad even if unfamilar. I just wanna be successful (Peaches Voice) Side Note I wanted nothing more than to exceed the expectations i set for my self and those of my peers.... I feel its time that i shead some insight away from just the comedy and the jokes but a step into who I am. I am truly a in a interesting spot in my life . I soent the last 7 years of my life in Love with a woman who was capable to be the person i spent the rest of my life with. We grew into adults from college she damn sure helped shape me but somewhere along the lines i stoped trusting her ...unaware of my mistrust i was unable to give her my all 100% of the time she had her trust issues as well but the failure of us to find away to walk away from each other we kept coming back to each other finding away to make leaps back toward each other but unaware that we were not gving our all. On the brink of our relationships demise we were blessed with a child that is truly a blessing to our hearts. I took a year to soak into it learned what fatherhood was about...financially frustrated adn with recognition of talent growning i saw a defenseless child that needed not just love but food ,housing protection and daycare; allof which cost money.Money at that time i didnt have by any means neccessary. Youtube was a out let to make a few coins and feed her ...I learned to love her mom a different way that I didnt know exist are romance faded but the desire to achieve the best outcome and give our child the best it deserved ultimately was a driving force... This parental paradise stood as a place holder for our vacant Relationship...which at that time had dreams and nightmares the great and bad times we had shared. See what i learned about Kids is it makes u love the other person more be cause u see the innocence of their character in the child u share. If you mature enough to seeit it becomes compassion and agape love...Google agape or ask your pastor this is not a essay...ome gheeto chick gone say what agrape bichh ...we are praying for your ratchet soul in advance Moving on in ths period i was reaching the brink of figuring out what daddy meant but single me was not dormant while out working on the road i bumped into a friend and coworker and lets just say what we had a caught up on old times...months later i got the call that changed my life i was know the father of not one but 2. I was just grasping the thought of being a Pop. NOW God was tapping me on the shoulder again...so wait i dodged the daddy bullet for 14 years of sexual rampages with countless trips to the planned parenthood n the college clinic...damn u PV TOGA PARTY...28 now papa something Had to Change what will i do to provide?.....(THE DECISION)....I'LL DROP THAT SOONER THAN LATER plug in www.Billysorrells.com