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š±š“š»š»š°š¼š š±š»š°šŗš“Ā Ā āŗāŗĀ Ā šøš½ššš°š¶šš°š¼Ā Ā Ā [Ā 2 / ? Ā ]Ā Ā š§šµ. Ā š¤šš¢š³š¬š¦ Ā šØš³šŖš§š§šŖšÆ
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ft. bellamy blake ( @binarysvnsmuses )
āĀ doĀ notĀ evenĀ tryĀ andĀ kissĀ meĀ rightĀ now.Ā āĀ āĀ @binarysvnsmusesāā
āĀ bellamy !Ā āĀ clarkeĀ triesĀ soundingĀ annoyed,Ā butĀ itāsĀ impossibleĀ thanksĀ toĀ herĀ incessantĀ laughter.Ā gosh,Ā heĀ wasĀ soĀ dramaticĀ sometimes.Ā Ā sheĀ triesĀ gettingĀ upĀ fromĀ theĀ couchĀ butĀ thatāsĀ alsoĀ impossible.Ā thankĀ you,Ā humongousĀ babyĀ bump !Ā āĀ iāmĀ tooĀ pregnantĀ forĀ this.Ā getĀ backĀ hereĀ andĀ letĀ meĀ kiss you.Ā āĀ sheĀ half - orders,Ā eyesĀ narrowingĀ slightly.Ā Ā āĀ iāmĀ sorry,Ā okay ?Ā iĀ didnātĀ meanĀ toĀ sayĀ iādĀ easilyĀ tradeĀ youĀ forĀ chipotle.Ā āĀ clarkeĀ pressesĀ herĀ lipsĀ intoĀ aĀ thinĀ lineĀ toĀ keepĀ herselfĀ fromĀ burstingĀ intoĀ laughterĀ again.Ā Ā āĀ now,Ā mayĀ iĀ kissĀ myĀ husband ?Ā please ?Ā ā
ā Ā send Ā ā»Ā for Ā a Ā starter Ā using Ā a Ā line Ā of Ā the Ā song Ā iām Ā currently Ā listening Ā to. Ā ā Ā āĀ @binarysvnsmuses
āĀ butĀ iāmĀ lonely,Ā feelsĀ likeĀ iĀ donātĀ evenĀ knowĀ me.Ā āĀ āĀ Ā canĀ youĀ holdĀ meĀ (Ā nfĀ ft.Ā brittĀ nicoleĀ )
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send ā#bā and iāll shuffle my music player, and use my favorite line from the next song as a starter ⦠@binarysvnsmusesā ⦠not accepting.
āyou put your arms around me and iām home.āarms - christina perri
to put it simply, bellamy isnāt doing well. the moment he found out, his world ended. what was a life without clarke griffin-blake? his wife, soul mate, life partner. it was a life that he didnāt care to live in. he wanted to break down, to lock himself in their room, bury his nose into her pillow and keep it close until he couldnāt smell her scent in the fabric any longer. that wasnāt an option though. bellamy /had/ to stay strong. to not allow her death to ruin him. after all, they have five children together. five babies that needed him more than ever, and he refuses to let them down. while he wants nothing more than to break down, leave this world and join clarke in the next, he has to remind himself to keep going, for the kids.
gus, their eldest, has taken it upon himself to help bellamy with the other kids. help them get ready for the day, pour their cereal in the mornings, remind them to brush their teeth, help pack their bags. something bellamy wasnāt too fond of, since he too was a child that had far too much responsibility thrust upon him. but gus insisted. being the eldest, at 12 years old, he was one of the only of the five that actually understood that mom was truly gone, never to return.
rey, the second eldest, at 9 (almost 10) years old, also understood that mommy was gone. she knew death was final, that mommy didnāt leave them for a new life, that she was taken from them in the cruelest of ways. what she misses the most is being curled up on the couch with clarke and watching disney princess movies while clarke braids her hair. she also misses clarke reading her bedtime stories. often clarke would tease her for still wanting them at almost ten years old, but it was something rey always looked forward to each night.
max, at 6, is taking it the hardest. he was certainly a mommyās boy and favored her over bellamy. he doesnāt quite grasp that sheās gone, he still thinks sheāll be coming back one day. he does have frequent nightmares, often waking up screaming out for his mom. he now sleeps in bellamyās bed with him, too afraid to sleep alone now. clarke was maxās whole world and not having her around has regressed him some developmentally. heās been throwing frequent tantrums, thereās not a day that goes by where he hasnāt burst into tears at least once. he misses her snuggles and smothering kisses more than anything.
the twins, tony and tori are taking it the best out of all the children, at being only 2 years old. they donāt understand where mommyās gone, and itās easy to distract the two from any sadness at not having her around. what they miss the most are all of clarkeās lullabies that she would sing to sooth them.
CLARKEāS DEAD. TELL ME HOW YOUR MUSE IS DEALING WITH IT. accepting ā @binarysvnsmuses
@binarysvnsmuses Ā Ā ā”ād Ā for Ā a Ā starter ! ( lincoln )
āĀ whatĀ areĀ youĀ doingĀ thisĀ weekend ?Ā ā
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