HEY :D
So, I promised that I would post an update once my hiatus was over, so here is that post, y’all!
For the next few weeks I’m going to dedicate most of my writing time to BP ch31, BUT that also means that I will need to take some time to think about it before I just bang it out into a word document because I spent the last couple months Heavily Distracted (I do have an outline but... some things recently happened in hq canon that have made my plans DIFFICULT TO MANAGE to say the least xD). Hopefully this means I will be done with the chap around March 24th.
I also plan to start on the next chapters of Deadly and Dial, and, once I feel ready, I’ll finally start the KageHina Silent Hill au :D I’m sure I’ll have a few other Projects crop up along the way, too.
In OTHER NEWS (if you are just here for KageHina updates, don’t feel obligated to read what follows, and I still love you). For those of you who know me, you know I’ve been quite miserable in my graduate program for quite some time. And. Well. I’m happy to inform y’all that this semester may be my LAST
I had a long conversation with my PI and admitted to being very unhappy and that I had completely lost sight of my reason for being there in the first place. Putting myself through something I have no desire to commit to in the future “just to get a PhD” is absurd and so horribly wrong, which is what it turned into after I lost my motivation to pursue academia. At this point I can get a job doing what I would have done anyway with a PhD and much more suffering and time and money thrown in, so there is no reason to put myself through that ordeal. I can teach, I can work in a lab, I can do so many things and have so much more time to grow and develop as a writer, and I can’t wait to feel happy and like myself again :,) I don’t know why I thought resigning myself to One Thing Forever would be right for me. It never has been. So I am HAPPY AS FUCK Y’ALL 💗 I’m happy to be back and hopeful to pick up my Joy where I left it (and to look like I sleep and eat and take care of myself) and to step out from beneath this shadow of hopelessness that has been following me so closely for years that my eyes adjusted to the dark.
I FEEL SO FREE











