#bipolarmulder

[spectacularsarah]

a literal angel, too good for everyone

AHHHHHHHHH

[cowthropologist]

multiples of 5

hm.

5. how is your relationship with your ex?  my most recent ex?  nonexistent.  he ditched his walking dead omnibus edition comics with me.  i’m gonna sell them on amazon.  pansy ass bitch.

10. do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?  i think it depends.  it depends on my mental state at the time, it depends on the person i’m with, and their mental state, and how we interact, and how we feel about each other..  there’s a lot to consider.  i take people one at a time.  i don’t have some Rule for how to be sexually or romantically involved with people.  if i have liferules it’s like:  if you’re sick, it’s not your fault.  if someone else hurt you, it’s not your fault.  if you don’t feel ok about doing something, don’t do it.  if you feel weird about your reasons for choosing to do or not do something, think about them, and think hard.

idk.  i’m still here so i guess it’s working ok.

15. do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”?  what does this question even mean.  age is a number in that it doesn’t determine how a person necessarily thinks or behaves, but it does quantify many things to a certain extent, e.g. a given person’s neurological development (which is widely variable among individuals,) a given person’s experiences growing up (again, variable,) and the values a given person was exposed to via mass media and pop culture while they matured from childhood to adulthood (somewhat less variable, but nevertheless.)  age is indicative of many things, but proof of none.  my age, for example, excluding all other criteria, places me in the same demographic as yuppies who work on wall street and have high rise apartments in nyc.  however, i am a survival sex worker doing cam modeling to make ends meet (and hardly managing that) – white, indeed, but gay and trans – barely affording my apartment with my gf, who is also trans and working a minimum wage job.  both of us have bachelor’s degrees in computer science.  there are plenty of gen xers and boomers who have more in common with me than my classmates who are working for forbes right now.  there are broad trends among people of different age groups, but they have much less to do with how old people are than they have to do with people’s life situations, etc.  it’s easy to write off certain age groups in one way or another, but it’s not necessarily accurate.  there’s more to be taken into account than age.  a person’s birth year, their generation, will affect their perspective, but not their outlook.  the difference is crucial.

20. are you currently in a relationship?  yes.

25. do you believe love can conquer all things?  no.

30. are you straight, bi, gay, ace, and/or pansexual?  i’m bi.  i don’t date men though.  they piss me off.

35. could you be in a relationship without sex?  i’m in one right now.  it’s amazing.  my gf is amazing.  she’s so good to me.

40. have you ever had a valentine?  man, i don’t fucking remember

45. could you imagine to date one of your current friends?  i mean, sure.  i’m friends with plenty of people i have crushes on.  i’m in a serious relationship with one of them right now.

50. if you’re single, why do you think you are?  i’m not single lol

55.  would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?  i know i need a lot of reassurance sometimes, that i’m not mistreating my partner/s or exploiting them or lying to them or just – whatever.  a lot of that is tied up with my issues with sexual relationships.  it’s complicated.  in general though, i like a lot of alone time, i like a lot of space.  i love being in close relationships, i love my romantic partner/s, but i’m deeply introverted.  i also really am not a monogamous person.  this isn’t to say that i will ~inevitably~ cheat on my partners – i just don’t consider a romantic or sexual relationship to be a token of.. ownership of another person?  if anything, i’m more jealous of my very close friends who are also very close friends with other people.  what matters to me is the emotional partnership and the mutual reliance and prioritization, not like, physical activity with others.  sex means so little to me, honestly.

60.  what’s your opinion on open relationships?  sure, that’s my preference if my partner/s is/are comfortable with it.  i feel like i answered this in #55 lol.

65.  would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?  sometimes.  after good sex, when i’m feeling needy, or when i need grounding because i’m dissociating or something.  but i prefer to sleep apart from whoever else is in my bed – touching at the hand or the hip or the foot or something, but not nestled up together.  i’m not a light sleeper but i have a hard time falling asleep and people who want me nestled up under their chin make me crazy – i can’t stand breathing someone else’s air idk.  if we’re not breathing in each others’ faces tho, and i’m not like, having a flashback, i love to cuddle tho.

[cowthropologist]

tbh the fandom would misinterpret you as like always angry and the One Dimensional Badass

this is such a huge compliment you don’t even know, i’m like genuinely touched

[akanetendous]

march

I completely blanked I can’t remember a thing about March. I think that’s when I started working on my original story but that’s about it

March is a big ol’ while in my mind

[darkwingdukat]

july!

God, I don’t evenn remember. We must have been in full website hell at work. I think we were just getting on the new hires? And roommate Ashleigh moved out at the end of the month and my new roommates moved in, which was a wreck. And it was hot as hell.

[lovefool-mp3]

ok...☺

white-gold christmas lights as the sun sets 🌅

[lovefool-mp3]

tbqh i love @bipolarmulder sm

[darkwingdukat]

looks like they could kill you but is actually a cinnamon roll

AWWWWWWWWw you sweetheart.

(What part of the cinnamon roll meme am I?)