hello birch i'm fulfilling my duties. i'm sending you this while purely operating on first impressions of this guy because i was gonna rent the movie today and then my body had other plans. nodding. consider this the same kinda pipebombs i give my friends
so this guy is loaded right. crazy concept. i'm a little jealous. anyways i think often about the thought of a guy like that and how he'd take care of his girl, and in this case that's you. sure you could dismiss the actions because...there's probably a lot of reasons. and then a guy like him who regularly beds women shit i'd be hesitant. but whatever your reasons are, i think they shrink a little more because he seems. really passionate. squints. does that make sense. he seems like a yearner there's something in that man. in his pursuit of you i like to think he keeps tabs on the things you like. talk about tailoring his gifts towards you 🤨
also i'm sure this man has a way with words for reasons we're all aware of, but with you they're so extremely genuine it's a little. Woah. you know? like he himself isn't pushing towards what he usually does, he's enraptured by you. even if you turn him down but entertain the idea of a friendship (at first) with him for whatever reason, i just enjoy the idea that he's addicted to you. says such heart-melting words to you that it probably makes you second guess your choice in turning him down, but alas, you're just protecting your own heart, right? really hard not to find his interest in you a little endearing though, even if shrouded in disbelief. oh hey, why's his hand suddenly on yours....is he even aware of the effect he has on you? (<- the answer is a yes. probably)
i think the cheesy idea of you also keeping him up at night [PAUSE] is a little nice as well. he's got a certain lifestyle about him so maybe it catches him off guard a little. he lays in his bed trying to sleep but his mind circles back to this cute girl named birch with the cutest smile he's ever seen and he's like. fuck. alright. help. he needs help (don't help him, let him rot in a puddle of his own yearning)
I AM SO SORRY I MISSED THIS
THIS IS MY SECONDARY BLOG SO I FORGET TO CHECK MY INBOX
Jacob fr is a yearner deep down, and I pride myself on thinking that maybe I would be the one who changes things for him. YES YOU GET THE VIBES!!!!!!
need to keep that man up. keep him on his toes. never let him know my next move. (it's a dumb one. i fall on my face bc i'm clumsy as hell)