sucks being a hot but otherwise offputting woman because i can really only keep friends around by having a sexual relationship with them. sad!
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sucks being a hot but otherwise offputting woman because i can really only keep friends around by having a sexual relationship with them. sad!
I’m melting! ... #hot #thatshot #hotoutside #fuckinghot #notleavingthehouse #notleavingthehousetoday #toohottorunthedogs #hell #sohotoutside #pusspusspuss #bitchingandmoaning #firstworldproblems (at Denver, Colorado)
Ah I was THIS close! #doctorwho #bbc #13thdoctor #jodiewhittaker #bingo #bitchingandmoaning
[ -- whines lamely I hate school can it be june so I can be done with college pleeeease -- ]
This is totally necessary.
Because I need to get this off my chest.
A friend of mine, who has been a very good friend of mine since I was like..16ish, started dating a new girl, not too sure how long it's been but it's been quite some time. I found out, through him yelling at me because I posted on his FB wall, that said girl does not like me because she thinks I'm still interested in him and the post would have 'gotten him in trouble.' So every time I want to comment/like something of his, I won't/can't because I don't want to start trouble in his happy relationship. But it makes my blood boil. I am not a disrespectful person and I would never compromise anyones relationship. Yes, he and I have dated on and off ...when we were teenagers. We have always been there for each other when we needed it and we just had that 'lean on me' type of friendship. and it bothers the fuck out of me that I can't openly be friends with him anymore. Why do girls do that? and most importantly, why do dudes let them get away with it? If Jon told me he didn't like any one of my dude friends that I am close with, too fucking bad. (sorry!) I'm not going to cut people out of my life because my s/o doesn't like them. Especially when that person has never done anything to not be liked. My theory, and it has been for a very long time, is this; if your boyfriend/girlfriend is going to cheat on you, fuck you over, screw around on you, etc they are going to do it regardless of who they are friends with. Regardless of who they text. Regardless of who they hang out with. If they're going to cheat on you, they're going to, it's simply out of your control..end of story. And I know for a fact that the friend I'm talking about would never cheat on his girlfriend - he is one of the last dudes I know that is a classy fucking gentleman. Maybe I'm wrong, maybe that's why my relationships never work - I'm a stubborn asshole. But I know that Jon has a plethora of girl friends and I have a few guy friends that I am extremely close to (some of which are ex's of mine) and I would never, ever expect him to stop talking to any one of them - and I expect the same in return. It's just bullshit.
I Hate Thanksgiving.
This is my blog, and I hate Thanksgiving. It is literally the worst. It's kinda racist, and unless you have a disgustingly perfect family, it's fucking miserable.
At least, for me. And I'm sorry to be bitching over petty things. I know I'm lucky to at least have food to eat and a place to go on Thanksgiving. I really am thankful for that. What I'm not thankful for is the fact that every year we go to my brother's friend's house where my brother has a friend and my parents have friends and I have nobody and end up getting stuck babysitting the friend's younger siblings because nobody pays attention to them while they all enjoy each other's company. Or I sit alone while everyone ignores me. Thanksgiving is just a reminder of how I don't fit in with this family, and how we really don't like each other. I mean, on a holiday that is supposed to be about spending time with loved ones, we go somewhere where I'm the only one with nobody.
Two more. Two more of these, and then I can stay at college over Thanksgiving and they can go over there, just the three of them, and pretend like they're the perfect little family that they wish they were.
Also, I don't like thanksgiving food. Never have.
Of Bitching and Moaning~
aint nothing to bitch about, except FINALS~
I've been out of touch with politics since HS
As I recall Conservatives could GFY
Liberals IDK stop promising changes and do pass the bill into laws
As for the individual, vote? lol Stupid electoral collage
my vote counts? my ass?
soldiers still in the middle east which i think shouldn't be called the middle east idk.
I haven't found anyone or maybe i have
but idk they probably expect me to say i love them or whatever.
romantic shit. -___-
As I write, I am awakening
upon awakening, I realize my writing is shit
Where has my talent gone?
It's been mediocre
hasn't it
I know it's because my commitment with this "spiritual" being has been cut
I haven't been taking it seriously
or stressing.
Love me you don't
you just like the word and the ideals brought from it
Hell, I want it too
the love from a person
not sure if i should make it happen
or be patient
Patience is torture
I want it to happen soon
ah Misunderstood?
no you just dont ask the right questions for me to answer bluntly.
Your afraid? it's ok
I'm afraid of myself too and I hate being alone