#bitterings

[broodsys]

we're still... sorta embarrassed to be back. like making a big deal of leaving then just like 'lol sup' & idk we wanna apologize, which seems senseless but i mean, i didn't think id be hugely triggered like 2 or 3 days after leaving so... whatcha gonna do? sooner or later we'll just be back to posting as usual and that'll be maybe okay this time. maybe we'll be able to go slower, go safer with the feature we found, be a lil less paranoid all the time. but for now, yeah, still messy. getting better, but still real, real messy... after having only just recently been on the mend from the LAST messy thing

[broodsys]

& yeah, that does mean coming back in full. it was NICE, but rn it's untenable - we need somewhere that's relatively safe to talk we'll branch out as we become ready, but for now we'll just not try to make ourselves any less than we are, and otherwise prob to keep steady w/ the same kinda anticipated content

[big-ol-bowl-o-bitter-bits]

Every Time I Check Your Blog I’m Like:

can you even i m a g i n e being this far up your own asshole

Your entire concept of “friendship” is just people telling you that they like your writing

I guess because no one’s telling you that they like -you-

[broodsys]

it does feel like if we only vent on here, there's like no decent way for peeps to interact (no obligation TO interact, just in general - it's smth we're working on) so here's smth lighter: we've been writing a grimmons au that focuses on grif and kai which is tight and in general we kinda just wanna write fic again? we're even waiting on a new ao3 acct. so like, talk to us abt prompts if you'd like lmao we might even write some we get excited abt!

[broodsys]

also yikes i wish we could actually stay in contact w/ sourcemates bc it's nice to let them talk and reminisce but it has almost universally turned out badly for us & we're real, real tired. this isn't abt any followers ofc, but for all the others and it seems impossible to reach out bc it always seems to go to shit real fast. and even if it doesn't, there's so many folk who we can't deal with ever again, & since we dunno all their accounts we can't just block them, so actually i guess kin calls are just out but it's tiring. they deserve to have good relationships, too - it's the least we can give them. and they CAN, but there's just smth real special abt sourcemates and doubles. canonmates are too high obligation for no reason tho, imo

[broodsys]

my url change might've changed my icon, too, sorry abt that. we try to only change one at a time

[broodsys]

time to just post like we never left lmao... anyw a y. he at least left us with a good comic 👌 so now we have smth to look forward to biweekly ayy