A tad lazy!
Hey Everyone,
So, what can I say? These past 3 months have been pretty difficult for me. Despite, all I did to make it to Barbados asap, my grandmother died the very next day after my arrival. I am pretty devastated still, that I didn't get the chance to tell her Goodbye and I love you. She meant the world to me and I cannot imagine my life without her and the memories of her. So shout out to my newest angel, Eva Estwick a.k.a my SweetGirl.
Despite, my grandmother's passing I was able to enjoy my month in Barbados, being my first Crop Over in 2 years. I participated in foreday which was a first for me and I enjoyed it. Most of all during my trip to Barbados I realised what was most important to me, and that is FAMILY. I love my fam yalll reall bawd. With this new found recognition I found myself. I found out that Ashlee, doesn't like the things she thought she liked. Does that make sense? Ashlee likes to be along, likes to do her own thing. I mean whhy wasn't I ok with this in the first place? hmmm.
Anyways, I am back in Brazil after getting 8+ average my first year at UNI in PORTUGUESE!! LOOK OUT! I am mad proud of myself, like seriously. Somehow, I feel like I could be doing more. Don't know how but when I find out I will let you guys know.