A rant about my friends leaving :/
So a really good friend of mine caught a plane yesterday. The destiny was Beijing, in China. She arrived today and will be living there for at least 6 months and I will really miss her.
She’s older than me (9 years older) and she’s my dad’s god-daughter. We starting hanging out more about 3 years ago and she’s the one who brought me to the fandom world (and I will thank her forever for that), so she almost made me who I am today (bc idk where I would be today without fandoms).
And rn I just realised that people are right when they say that other people “shape us” and influence who we are. If we hadn't started hanging out then maybe I wouldn't have a blog. She was the one who introduced me to Tumblr and while it was another friend of mine that brought me into the b&w community, if I didn't have a blog before that, maybe I wouldn't have joined Tumblr and met all these wonderful people, like Mel, Jess, Naj, my beautiful wifey, Fran and so many other people! And maybe I wouldn't be friends with who I am today since most of my friends are part of the fandom world too.
And so I wouldn't be here rn, ranting about how much I will miss her, bc she's my parabatai (a Mortal instruments thing) and bc she's amazing and even though she's older I can talk to her like I'm talking to my friends. We look crazy whenever we're together, bc we fangirl a lot, but then, we have a serious conversation about a book theory or the implications of having tattoos (true story) and I think that's really great.
