#blackhearttm

[lizakcshy-ar-blog]

closed starter for @blackhearttm !

“i was just the one you settled for, right?” siwon grumbled, taking another swig from the bottle of alcohol in his hand as he stumbled across the floor. he somehow ended up at spencer’s place after spending the past three hours alone in a bar. “you never loved me. hell, i don’t blame you.” he laughed dryly, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. “i’m a piece of shit.”

[timetbl]

“  I was dead from the moment we said hello. ”

random oneliner starter for @blackhearttm

[jngkjn]

PREV. How to not smile to all the Spencer’s reactions. Leo was shifting in his seat a lot, carefully watching other’s male expressions and moves. He had himself a peanut butter latte, so he played with his straw as well, sipping on the liquid with his eyes locked with the male as they were answering, or tried to. He nodded his head. “Okay, that’s fair I guess. I was just curious, but hmm... I guess you never imagine what could be. It’s alright.”  Leo wasn’t disappointed, but he tried really hard to read Spencer’s mind, but why- he didn’t have a thought to that. “We only just met the other day, but I had so much fun then, I couldn’t help but impatiently wait to be able and see you again. I want to meet you better... but to be honest I am unsure now, be honest, am I scaring you off?... I am being too blunt.” he sighed and leaned, resting his forehead in his hand. I’m a mess. he whispered to himself, trying to come up with some excuse to how he acted. He finished his coffee with two more sucks and he sighed leaning back. “I really would like if we still knew each other in five years. Maybe it’s stupid, but since I saw you at that party I felt like we can be a great friends or something.” suddenly he shrugged, he was digging deeper his own grave. “Yeah...” he smiled widely. He felt dumb, he always made himself look and act dumb. “That was me, Leo.” Too honest and too goofy to be noticed by anyone. But to be forgotten faster. @blackhearttm

[scftkiss]

august  🍂   ;   i don’t know, i think we look cute   ~ august  🍂   ;   are we like those aesthetic couples now that you see online    ??   ㅋㅋㅋ spencer  👻   ;   cute bun, whatever makes you happy baby   ❤️

@blackhearttm   //   social media-esk edit   !!

[stonedgilbert]

“ i’m the original family disappointment. ”

His body stretched out over the couch, head lulling to the side as his eyebrows furrowed together in confusion. He found it hard to believe, really. Anyone ever being disappointed in the other male, because he wasn’t like Jeremy. But maybe that was his own head, telling him that he wasn’t good enough. Could never be good enough. Lips parting just a touch, Jeremy hesitated before stretching one of his arms behind his head, gaze focusing on him carefully. “I don’t believe that. I don’t believe anyone could ever be disappointed in you.”

[imthelcstprincess]

( @blackhearttm | ☼ starter call. )

“You have got to see this.”

[aiiirplanc]

“I hate what I see in the mirror”

angst sentence starters.

            “i certainly don’t,” jinhyun answers his husband as he wraps his arms around spencer from behind as he looks the older in the eyes with a small smile on his lips. he presses a soft kiss to the side of his head and holds onto him tighter, smiling into his hair. “you’re the most beautiful thing on this planet, hyung.”

[aiiirplanc]

❛ you can’t break my heart twice. ❜

angst prompts for ships.

            “i’m not going to because it hurt me just as much to break your heart the way i did,” taejung answers softly, looking at the elder with a small and sad smile on his lips. “i clearly didn’t deserve your heart and my actions back then proved it. and now, this thing with haneul.. i don’t know if i deserve any love at all these days.”