It's not essential
And just like that it hit me This love shit is just not for me Maybe I've had my chance Or maybe it's just not meant to be Or maybe he's out there and as of now I'm not worthy of his time Or maybe he'll come back Or maybe he's already here, and he may be too blind to see or maybe I'm overlooking No matter the situation I'm too tired Of all the pointless relationships All the investing my time and love only always to be left alone while he reap the earnings of your hard labor of molding him into a man You're stuck there to pick up the pieces to your broken heart and take your baggage with you to only not unpack, fearing that the new guy will not understand nor tolerate it So there you are with a load of unresolved unattended to issues and feelings that you're harboring causing you to be bitter & cold building walls thinking this will protect Not realizing that you're still hitting yourself ...