to the mun, referencing Swain's new quote towards Lux, which would be worse? That she fell in battle or she fell in line
//As a soldier, especially one who doubles as a spy, it wouldn’t be so tragic for her to lose her life in battle. As much as she despises the place that she is in, she is prepared to give it her all as Imperial Tactician and as a Demacian spy. Regardless of her feelings towards being enlisted, It would be her honour to lose her life protecting the innocent, if not of old age.
It would be worse, then, for her to fall in line. The way in which I portray Lux is as someone who desires more for herself. In all areas of her life she’s felt trapped, unable to be who she truly wishes to be. She has faced prejudice and pressure from every authoritative figure in her life; for her to finally succumb to their wishes and rid herself of her individuality and uniqueness would be to give herself up as some kind of living weapon. That is the last thing she wants.